The Romneys

100%

2012-01-12T10:51:00.000-08:00

Well, so far, I'm 100% for guessing the gender of our babies.

We're halfway done with the pregnancy

for Miss Jadyn Marie!!

*Nicole, you are the winner!

4.5 carts later

2012-01-11T21:22:00.000-08:00

I'm not your typical food storage type girl. I just don't like spending money on items I will not use (and will have to learn to use if, for some reason, we need to start living off of our food storage--wheat grinder, anyone?--Ok, I know there are some of you out there, but it's not me). I homemake pretty much everything, but I just can't/won't do certain foods--not until I have to, I guess.

What I did yesterday, is a way I make up for my lack of zest in wheat-grinding and pasta-making (though I do that on occasion just because it's GOOD). And because we live primarily on one person's salary--Devin's-- I feel it's my job to spend as little money as possible (I work teaching 12 piano lessons weekly to pay for my health insurance--and I LOVE it-- and do an elderly couple's finances because we have been working for them for a few years and they are just so close to passing it would be so difficult for their family to take it on, but in essence, I am home taking care of the child(ren) and home). The hang up? Couponing takes me WAY to much time. And that's time that I don't want to put in when I work what I do and want to be a mommy the rest of the time.

I started using this site and this site to make my efforts worthwhile-->minimum time that yields the maximum results. And I mean VERY little minimum time...absolutely NO MORE, and probably significantly less, that what I would do anyway to plan out meals and a grocery list for the week (I shop once per week. That is my max. I will not go more than once to the store in a week--saves money AND time, as long as I plan well).

Sorry, no pictures, but I left Smith's yesterday with 3 FULL TO THE BRIM carts (yes, they closed down an entire lane for me, and yes, they were super annoyed to have to be checking me out), and then added another from Food4Less and a half of one (which is actually a much larger cart in comparison) from Costco. I used no coupons, but bought 285 items for $369.05. That comes to roughly $1.30 per item. I am sure you have watched Extreme Couponers, and they have much better percentage savings than what you are probably calculating in your head (even though I estimated saving at least $130 from what I would have spent going to Walmart for those same items), but what I have found is that they don't count the money they spend in getting those coupons, the amount of time and work involved, and the fact that much of the stuff isn't always that usable (some of them have LIFETIMES of certain product just sitting in their garage)--at least for OUR FAMILY. Not to mention, I don't find nearly as many great coupons in the Western US as I have seen in the East.....but, like I said, I don't spend that much time on couponing.

What you don't know is that despite the fact that my husband looks almost like a stick figure, he eats as much in one sitting as my ENTIRE immediate family did at a meal during my growing-up years. He just eats and eats....and eats. He is often referred to as the human garbage disposal (and rightly so). For that reason alone, we have to have SUBSTANTIAL meals to keep up with our family. We only have 3 of us, right now, and we better watch out if we have several boys that eat as much as him. He already eats 4+ meals per day. It could be exhausting to keep up with; not to mention, it would literally eat us out of house and home. We need to be able to stockpile, not wait for coupons and build up the pile over time.

But last night, I bought enough pasta noodles, canned vegetables, sugar, canned fruit, canned beans, tuna, canned tomatoes, spices and seasonings, canned chicken, and deodorant to last us a year (until next year's case-lot sales). And enough quaker oatmeal, ramen, cheese, apples, rice, potatoes, bell peppers, onions, bananas (and I means TONS), ground beef, chicken breasts, milk, tortillas, cases of water, and butter to last us several weeks to several months (and I would have bought more of some of this stuff if I already had an additional freezer in the garage).

These are all things I use (and can therefore rotate) in meals I make or meal recipes she offers on the website, which is also a HUGE time-saver. This also means I will have to shop for a LOT less throughout the year. I do these HUGE shopping trips, for certain items we use regularly, a couple times per year, and then only need to purchase our produce, dairy (though not even all of it once I get an additional freezer in my garage and can start freezing more of the things that freeze well--catching my hint, Dev :O)), bread (if I don't end up making it myself--this is something I DO NOT like eating after it's been frozen), some meats, and other perishables that we need for certain meals that week. But I plan the meals around the things with the best sales, so we continue to save money.

I'm sure some of you are saying "well, I could do better than that," but it works for us, we end up having a food storage, I don't have a lot of anxiety over it, it's quick and simple, and for us, it just works!

What things do you do to save you time and money? I am all about efficiency!

P.S. I spent about 45 minutes (with a toddler, so that makes it take longer) planning the grocery list and meal plan, 2.5 hours purchasing, loading, and unloading the items (again, with a toddler), and 1.5 hours organizing it all (AGAIN, with a toddler, and that will NORMALLY be MUCH less because I will eventually have a very set system in our house for where all the food goes. I just haven't done my large shopping spree yet since we've been in the new house and needed to figure out exactly what I wanted to do). Also, I do SOME coupon shopping at times using Hip2save and just by quickly going through the ads I get in the mail (we get many coupons for free in NV) to get coupons for items I buy regularly, like Silk, that never go on really good sales, and we have to have it for Camden's milk allergy.

Also, see this interesting clip if you haven't yet: http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=15514795. Either way you do it, you're saving BIG!

And see my sister-in-law's website for garage sale tips and ideas. I bought pretty much every item of furniture we have in that way and have saved THOUSANDS. I also buy clothes, shoes, toys, etc. Saving money is FUN! garagesalesrus.blogspot.com/

Happy 5 years!!

2011-11-18T14:05:00.000-08:00

So, basically, the last 5 years have been filled with their ups and downs, great days and bad, difficult and easy, but most of all, LOTS of change!

In 5 years, we've......

1. Upgraded from a 550 sq ft apartment, which we rented, to a 2460 sq ft house, which we own

2. Moved 7 times

3. Held approximately 15 callings between the two of us

4. Had one child, and one on the way

5. Graduated both of us from BYU

6. Had 10 different jobs (again, between the two of us)

7. Learned to like football (Meg) and learned to play songs on the piano (Dev)

8. Spent over 1200 hours doing dishes

9. Played A LOT of sports (and won one intramural soccer championship at BYU)

10. Changed close to 3000 diapers (give or take 500)

11. Gone on a cruise and to Monterrey, Mexico

12. Gone from swearing we would never live in Vegas (Devin) to embracing it; almost moving to NEW Mexico

13. Gotten only 2-3 speeding tickets (this is GOOD for Devin) :O) and one accident (just today actually--not his fault, luckily!)

14. Received two brothers and one sister home from a mission

15. Stayed in the hospital 3 times

16. Lived with, and took care of, an elderly couple who influenced many goals for our own future

17. Gone on at least 6 hikes together, and I can't even count how many apart!

18. Each had at least one very distressing hair cut/color mistake!

19. Won our apartment door Christmas decorating contest with dollar store decorations (well worth the money because we got a good prize!)

AND

20. most of all, grown closer together and deeper in love!
(Among many, many other things)

I love you Devin! Happy Eternity!!!

Girl or Boy

2011-11-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

I've basically had the next baby name picked out forever. (You know how you make those "Future Baby Name" lists in high school??) I tried to throw some new ones in the mix when we actually found out about this pregnancy, you know, for Devin to choose from, but it seems he loves these names as well.

Note: We decided at Camden's birth that we would continue the Kevin and Karen Romney tradition of the 'in', 'en', 'yn', 'an' ending sound in the names of our future posterity. You know, since my name fit (Meghan) and Devin's was obviously already a part of that tradition.

So without further adieu, here are the names we have narrowed it down to (yes, I do this very early on in pregnancy. I like to feel like the baby is already a part of the family--I don't like to call it 'the baby' for very long.

Girl--- Jadyn Marie Romney (probably call her Jade for short; and it's Mom and my middle name)...always, ALWAYS loved that name since the Jaded song by Aerosmith
Boy-- Landon Miles Romney (Yes, because I LOVE 'A Walk to Remember'; now you're probably thinking I'm crazy because these names are based off of pop culture, but I have my own DEEPER reasoning) OR Larson Dean Romney (After my mother's maiden name/grandparents; Devin's dad's middle name. I'm still trying to convince Devin of this one--he seems to be scarred from a certain friend of his being shortened to LARS and he just can't bear the thought of his child being called that)

I'm betting it's a girl, Devin has no opinion on the matter yet, and my mom thinks I'm crazy for trying to guess at all. Well, there's a 50/50 shot! What are your guesses (yes, yes. It's a full 10 weeks away, but I'm giving you plenty of time to think about it)?

Ghost Candy

2011-11-11T11:17:00.000-08:00

This is a sucker that Camden found in his trick-or-treat candy.

He calls him 'The Holy Ghost.'

I have no idea where he got that.

(I'm even his nursery leader, so I know he didn't learn it there, and

I PROMISE I didn't even call it a ghost when he took it out of his bag in the first place)

Made me laugh!

Halloween pictures

2011-11-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

Getting ready for the trunk or treat

He kept saying scary, but just wanted to sit and stare at it!

Our little dinosaur. Devin is goofy and I am an elephant

LOVED seeing his grandma and trick or treating at her house!

But he has especially been obsessed with Grandma's pumpkins this year

Camden would not wear his hat unless I wore this one....I guess it's a good trade--I pick his costume, he picks mine.

Halloween Day outfit. We went to my first baby Dr. appointment together on Halloween!

Getting home--checking out the spoils!

All I can do

2011-10-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

This broke my heart today. I mean, it hit me HARD. And I'm not even entirely sure why. Part of it may be that these pregnancy hormones are affecting me a little crazier this time than the last (so I've definitely been more emotional/grumpy, but that's for another post), however some of it is for sure warranted. I mean, I know as well as anyone that media can put a huge spin on things. I know they can make you believe something that is a little (or a lot) off the truth and that we have to use our rational brains to pick apart and dissect what is real verses made up, however, the idea of this actually happening, if it is true, frankly sickens me. And that is my fear---that it IS true.

I mean, I look at that man, and he's about the age of my own father. I can't possibly imagine my dad being hungry. Not having anywhere to go. And then resorting to something he knew was wrong, feeling the pang of guilt, trying to do right by it, and then suffer the consequences to an outrageous degree.

I continue trying to console myself by thinking about the possibilities going to jail MAY have (but probably not) offered this homeless man. Regular food, shelter, a chance for detox?, companionship?? But I also know how insane, scary, and downright dangerous prison can be. And my heart ACHES. I literally bawl my eyes out EVERY time I see this. I can't believe that a man who is starving, trying to change (perhaps??) his life, and then realizing a mistake and trying to recompense that mistake ends up in jail approximately 5 times longer than a man who probably affected the consequences for millions more in a painstaking and irrevocable way (I mean, c'mon. THREE BILLION dollars!!), but it is a white collar crime....and it is not in Louisiana. I may be inferring and therefore implying too many things about that, but still, I can't help but feel our country is not where it needs to be--in many things--but especially in equality among all men. We still have a long way yet to go.

I don't know the backgrounds of these men, and honestly, it doesn't matter to me from an issue point of view (it matters like crazy to me from a personal point of view). The punishment does not fit the crime, and men, women, REAL HUMAN BEINGS, cannot be left to be treated this way. Left starving and for want--I don't care what the reason, let God be his judge. I know there must be consequences to our actions, but I just can't believe this is the right outcome, and I fear for our world. True, I may not be as faithful as I should be, but this kind of story rests on my soul for quite a long time because I just don't know how it can be fixed. And I am, to a certain extent, an idealist. I want the world to be a better place. I want people to feel loved and to love. I want for people to have their bellies full and their hearts warm; a place to call home. I want all to have their loneliness satiated and their righteous desires fulfilled. And I know how that can be done.

Charity.

Christ.

the Atonement.

and our Hands.

So I continue to say, please Lord, "grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage [and will] to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference."

And for now, that's all I can do.

(except, perhaps, continue to bawl my eyes out)

Shopping and Airplanes

2011-10-18T12:50:00.000-07:00

This is how we went shopping yesterday.

I'm still on my learning curve for the mac and trying to get pictures to work. You'll just have to look at it sideways I guess.

Everyone was just in awe of the cute little boy doing some grocery shopping. Some people even stopped to take pictures! My mother-in-law found this little grocery cart at a garage sale, and he has been in love with it ever since. Though our shopping trip took a little bit longer, it was a great learning experience, a lot of fun, and a HUGE entertainment (it kept him SO involved with the shopping process!), so it was well worth the extra work involved. Everyone in the store was so nice to us; even when we got in their way, so I was grateful it turned out well.

We were looking through some pictures on Facebook and Camden stopped me at this one because he saw his uncles. "Dallins....and Byrins. Temple! And clouds....but where da airplane go?" Anyway, if you know this place, it's Disneyland....NOT the temple, but I thought it was funny that he thought it was, and I was so glad that he recognizes his uncles still. Not to mention, he obviously thinks there is always an airplane in the sky (we live right by the airplane flight route in Vegas, so there kinda is), so it's funny that he would even recognize this sky does NOT have one. Anyway, he's just a cutie and we're glad to have him!

The house

2011-10-13T22:08:00.000-07:00

So, after finally finishing putting everything away from the move, and then tackling 7 loads of laundry I was behind on because of the move, I was/am exhausted. It took me a little while, because I started having pain in my lower abdomen and didn't feel like I could lift one.more.box up the stairs; even if it was a tiny or lightweight one. Devin was so busy with work, that it became a long and mundane process as I told him what I needed moved and to where (he hates when I tell him what to do and I had/have a LONG honey-do list) right when he got home from work, but it was just getting to a point where I knew if I kept lifting heavy things, we would be disappointed with the results. I have also been doing quite a bit of painting, so I think I've been pushing my body to the max. I probably went up and down the ladder approximately 80 times this weekend, along with all of my up and downs and all arounds with the paint roller, and the moving of furniture....it took quite a toll on this pregnant girl's body. But I am finished with the big stuff, and can now just worry about the painting and decorating. Still a lot of work, but at least our house is livable.

Here are the before pictures of our house though...and later, I'll post each individual room as I finish it. Which will probably take forever. But I'm working on it. And actually, most of the pictures are fuzzy. PRobably because I downloaded them off the internet (they are what it looked like with the previous owners stuff). I just didn't want to send you to the sight, because that would completely give away our address. And it may anyway for people smart enough to figure it out with the pictures, but I'm not computer savvy enough to fix that problem. Anyway, have a happy day!

On second note, every time I try (for days I've tried this, mind you) to load the pictures from my mac, a thumbnail pops up saying the server is down. Is there something I don't know? How do I upload my pictures on this computer??

We're BA--ack!

2011-10-06T17:15:00.000-07:00

This ugly picture taken courtesy of my iMac in my brand new house; WITH the internet! We're back in business people! LOTS more to come--when I feel a little more settled. Hope you're awesome!

A Whole New World

2011-05-27T10:58:00.000-07:00

*I am fully aware that I fell out of the blogging world for like the last 2 months. For several reasons. We haven't had internet at my house since we moved to Vegas, so blogging isn't my first concern in the precious few moments when I DO have the internet. Also, I haven't been as into it. See below.*

I used to love that song when I was little. I literally tried to live my life in the movies (still do) because they are so romantic, and I am truly one of those.

Now, I really am living in a whole new world though. And it's not easy. It's not awful either. I have so many people who surround me with whom I share a deep love. There has been so much support and my family has truly rescued me often.

I know I have mentioned health issues I've had before, but recently, they have been much worse. Not really because I can't deal with the pain or sorrow that comes along with feeling like you can't take care of your husband or child or family or friends well enough, but the kind that comes when the doctors can't figure out what's wrong with you and you wonder if it will ever pass--if you will EVER be able to take care of your husband or child or family or friends well enough or if you will always be at their mercy. I had a lot of dreams about the kind of wife and mother I would be back when I had lots of energy. A year and a half ago that all changed. Don't get me wrong--I don't feel like I'm a terrible mother. Camden is such a good, good child though that he allows for some of my physical inabilities. He can keep himself quite entertained when I do not have the energy to get up. He cuddles next to me in bed when he wants to be held (some of my FAVORITE moments!!). And luckily, I do not ALWAYS have to be in bed, so overall, it works.

At least it is comforting to know that I have so much support and love. The last couple weeks when I have been in the ER, my parents have taken over! They took Camden and cared for him the first time for the LONG 14 hour wait to get into the ER so Devin could be there with me. When Devin had to go to work, my dad switched him out so I would not be alone. Devin sacrificed many hours of sleep and they all drove me around while I was on heavy pain killers. They have held me up when I literally couldn't stand on my own. My sweet brothers have cared so well for Camden by playing with him and getting him and me things needed while Mom was finishing her last week of college. (YAY Mom! Sorry again that I couldn't be there!) Not ONCE did I have to worry or have to figure out anything on my own. My mom has taken me to countless hours of Dr's appointments and ER visits and my mother-in-law has been willing to watch Camden when there wasn't anyone else who could. I am truly grateful for each of their service.

I have no question that a loving Heavenly Father is watching out for us. There isn't a reason in this world we should have ended up in Las Vegas--not with the economy the way it is; and especially with Devin's career options. But we did. And there couldn't have been a greater blessing than to be here now at this time. As hard as things could have been, they really haven't been for, "my yoke is easy, and my burden is light" (Matthew 11:30). Truly His yoke is easy, and because of that, those moments that make for us a whole new world don't become so overwhelming to bear.

*An update for those who have been wondering--I have bilateral mild to moderate hydronephrosis in my kidneys (the right being worse than the left--among other symptoms which would probably be TMI). They still do not know what is causing it. Originally, it was concluded that I had possible kidney stones, but after CT scans, those were not found and problems and pain are still occurring. I appreciate all of you who have kept us in your prayers and put my name in the temple. I have felt the spiritual, emotional, and physical blessings the Lord offers through the Atonement, faith, prayer, and priesthood power. Thank you, thank you!

I want, pretty please, and thank you

2011-03-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

I want one of these:

February Sale Price $449.00

And the only thing stopping me is:

(no, not the mountains and hills, the person.....oh, and probably the price tag) :O)

What about you? You have a want right now, you can't have?

A few Camden funnies!

2011-03-22T23:37:00.000-07:00

Camden HATES that I sat him on the toilet today when he started farting and saying "poo poo." Unfortunately, it didn't scare the crap outta him, but it did scare the living daylight out. He was screaming bloody murder! I never knew kids were TRULY scared of the toilet!

I was scrolling quickly through facebook one day. Camden was sitting on my lap because we had just done some ABC songs on youtube (he loves to watch but will, unfortunately, never join in on singing along). As I was moving down through the pictures, Cam pointed at one and declared, "Jasu!" (which is how he says Jesus). When I took a closer look, it was a picture of a Muslim. I guess he just assumes any pictures of a man with a beard are Jesus!

Camden is obsessed with balls. He calls a basketball 'bakasu.' The other day, there was a basketball game playing on the computer (we don't have television) and I could hear him saying "shoot! shoot! Go! Go! Oh, shoot! Bakasu shoot!" It was darn near the cutest thing!

If Cam wants to go outside, he doesn't whine at me or the back door. He just helps himself through the doggie door and enjoys some time in the great wide world. The other day, while at my in-laws, he brought me some dog poop back in. Thanks Cam. That was a joy...

*Cam still loves Elmo, telephones, and remote controls. He is starting to really enjoy jumping off of things, as well as turning on and off all the lights (mostly ON since that is his favorite word right now--besides bakasu). He's quite the daredevil and is apparently not afraid of anything but the toilet.

On a separate note, my husband came home from playing basketball tonight and said he has shot well from 3 point range for the last two weeks. I'd say he knows how to Jimmer. or perhaps he's intruding on someone else's court.

Something you can learn about me....

2011-03-12T13:47:00.000-08:00

I LOOOOOOOVE March madness! Don't ask me why for sure, but I have always enjoyed the competition and rivalries, the comradery and unified feeling of watching a game in a community. And certainly, Jimmer Fredette's superhuman abilities are contributing to my extra special feelings toward my alma mater (did you WATCH last night's game?!?!). For me, there is just that innate desire for people to come together and be unified in a single purpose. And sports isn't a bad place for that to happen. Though, I'm not as big a football fan (as my husband), I do feel that sports can contribute to disciplining, uniting, and adding a sense of enjoyment for many people--though, I would much prefer basketball/soccer to any other (I don't at all like golf). Not to mention, I have seen the great amount of bonding shared between my husband and his siblings through playing sports, as well as the fun I have had with my own family, so I certainly see their use. I also LOOOOVED intramurals at BYU (I really just loved BYU period). I miss them terribly! It was such a good form of exercise and social fulfillment for me. It's was just so nice to get off my butt and go DO something with the body Heavenly Father gave me. Sports are fun family outings that are little to no money, which is always a priority for us.

I HAAAAAAAATE sewing! I really thought it was just because I was in a small apartment for the last several years. But nope. I really just don't like sewing. At all. I even have a sewing machine and all the accessories. My mother-in-law paid me to fix a whole pile of clothes several weeks ago. Luckily, I got paid, because I have decided that short of earning money, I will not be sewing for fun. Between the broken needles, rethreading bobbins, cleaning up tiny pieces of thread and fabric that make themselves comfortable around the entire house for weeks, wasting of thread, and just my utter distaste for the whole process (it is NOT relaxing for me....therefore=not fun), I have decided it's just not worth it to do on a regular basis. Sure, I love the finished product, but the process to get there is hardly ever worth it to me. I much prefer repurposing furniture and such to sewing (P.S. Watch for it--the old fashioned table and chairs I bought recently are about to get a makeover---Okay, perhaps AFTER we move to the new home we will hopefully get {made an offer MONDAY; now just waiting for bank approval. Could still be months}). That is what I enjoy.

I DOOOOOOONNNN'T like taking pictures. I like being in pictures just fine, but I will never have the desire to make my picture taking skills equate to a photographer's. It just isn't in me. SOOOOO glad I have my sissy poo, JaNae, to take care of that department for me. Please, move closer to me ASAP! (Otherwise, we may just be missing a big chunk of Camden's life--and perhaps several more children to come). I just can't get in that good of a habit, unfortunately. I did long for the habit of being able to take ANY pictures (that being separate from taking any GOOD pictures), but maybe that will still occur one day.

I will NEEEEEEEVER make time to paint my nails. Not fun, smelly, and I peal off my fingernails anyway, so that would just draw attention to things undesirable to look at. Further, if nails are short, I think they look goofy painted. I am just not able to grow out my nails--piano playing (and nervous habits of pealing prior to playing in front of people) will do that to a person.

I am EEEEEEEECCCCCSTATIC to be teaching piano again! My students are doing FABULOUSLY! I just got so lucky to have obtained some naturally talented young ones, and we are just having SO.MUCH.FUN! A nice bonus, is that I can get paid to do what I love, and Camden has luckily done very well with it so far. I can control my hours and how much I work at it, too, so all around just a positive experience! I can't wait until we get to the point of doing recitals! They are AWESOME! I have missed my intimate relationship with music. Having music in my home is very important for my family. It is one of the priorities of priorities for me and will certainly bring the Spirit into our home.

I LOOOOOVE cooking/baking, but only if I have my own kitchen stuff and I know where everything is. I spend a great deal of time planning my meals for each week, as well as the grocery shopping I need to do (I keep my grocery shopping to a max of once per week and sometimes try to do it more like every other week). I have been staying with my brothers-in-law this week and cooking has been more challenging because I don't have the kitchen items I am used to, but it is just so satisfying when people can sit together, eat dinner/lunch/brunch/breakfast, chat and be satisfied. Plus, baking is the way I have decided to gift people for their birthdays, mother's days, etc. lately because it's an inexpensive way to give a gift, while still putting effort into it; especially when you're dealing with people who already have everything they need. (Plus, I REALLY don't like Bath & Body works kinds of things as gifts and that seems to be the alternative. It's just an expensive cop out in my opinion.) Anyway, I don't really like eating a lot of food, but I sure do like feeding other people a lot!! :O)

I THRIIIIIVE off of writing in my journal and reading the Ensign. During my last 3 years of high school, and my first few years of college, I wrote in my journal every single day. I never missed a day and I ended up having several books full of records. When I got married, I kinda lost that everyday habit. Journal entries became few and far between. I have started to get back into the habit and it really does wonders for my disposition and happiness. It is something I truly enjoy--it's just making the time to do it! The Ensign has had some wonderful, wonderful articles (as usual) and I just love to read all of the stories and prophecies given by our church leaders. It is a wonderful blessing to have that magazine! There have been some articles lately that have specifically helped me during our house search. It has been a real blessing to receive the inspiration while going through the experience. I am grateful the Lord watches out for me personally.

A few updates:

-Camden is going to nursery now. He has definitely needed an adjustment period. We're not there yet....
He also says a lot lot lot of words, but tries to combine them and it doesn't quite come out right. He will be quite the talker though, when it all comes together for him. He LOVES being in Las Vegas with his grandparents and some uncles.
-I have been spending a lot of time working on things. My mom is now paying me to clean her house twice per month, piano lessons, and watching my down syndrome brother-in-law, Calvin. Camden has a blast with all of this because he loves to be at Grandma's house, wants to learn the piano, and enjoys the fun sounds Calvin makes at him (as well as all the TOYS Uncle Calvin has!).
-Devin is doing well at work. He enjoys his job and the hours are certainly nice for him. He has been doing a great job and the company is keeping regular work, so we are grateful and happy!

Who knew? Today I'm grateful for...

2011-02-23T15:12:00.000-08:00

My mom wrote this post today on her blog and it really got me thinking.

Many don't know this history, and it's actually quite relieving to see so much joy entering my mother's life as she begins to open up and share her life (and what an amazing life it is). What a blessing the internet can be that way.

It also got me thinking about the answer to her question....why does God allow suffering? Such a difficult, overbearing type of question to answer; especially when I feel so inadequate to share my own thoughts. Often, I look at my life and wonder to myself, "when is the despair going to hit? When will I have to suffer like 'her'?" I hope I never have to, because really, my life has been so great. For me, however, there have been difficult things--things I'd wish on no one, but do wish more had a real understanding.

Though my griefs are not mine to share, so never will I open up this way in such a public way. The last few weeks, however I have found just that--some understanding. The supposed ailment/problem/painful annoyance of TMJ, turned into a great, great blessing as I have been able to go to the DENTIST (yes, you read that right) for relief from not only my physical pain, but also some of my spiritual aching. And it has helped tremendously to have new found friends/cheerleaders in my journey.

So, sometimes, I think God allows us to experience aching in order to create an opportunity for us to find healing. Sometimes, He allows it to create more gratitude for our lives as they were or will be...or even as they are. Sometimes, He allows it so that we will turn to Him more fully (as we do that, our lives will be increasingly blessed). And sometimes, He allows it, so others can learn these things vicariously through others experiences and find the beauty-full in our own just a little bit more each day.

This perspective keeps me moving some days. So today, I'm grateful for the dentist.

How to

2011-02-18T16:05:00.000-08:00

How to eat pizza:

Suck on it. Just suck and suck until you can't suck anymore. That way, you burn calories WHILE you eat, and you get so tired of sucking, you won't finish it anyway--it just takes TOO long. This is how I prevent myself from gaining any weight at all. But, mommy can sometimes convince me to chew if she breaks my food into small enough pieces--then again, I still want to wait until I am in the mood to chew. Sometimes, I just swallow pieces whole. In fact, this eating process can make me so exhausted, I fall asleep in the shower. Mom then takes embarrassing pictures of me in a doggie towel (which I love, but won't admit to anyone).

A lip or tu

2011-02-13T22:43:00.000-08:00

I woke up from my *lovely* Sunday nap to these beauties.

(yes, flowers for the day before Valentine's Day, because I asked to not receive flowers on Valentine's Day this year)

Tulips, of course! There's a story behind them. You see, when I first entered Young Women, we had a new beginnings program in which the parents of every new beehive were to share a flower that reminds them of their daughter. Most of the flowers chosen were extremely heartfelt and sentimental. One friend received a rose from her parents because of her exquisite beauty inside and out. Another, a lily for similar reasons and virtue and grace. Perhaps a daisy because of how much sunshine 'she' brought into the lives of others.

For me, my mother chose tulips. Why? To remind me to always keep my "two-lips" clean and pure. Apparently I wasn't excessively dainty, exquisite, beautiful, virtuous, or graceful, because my mother basically called me the biggest flirt alive, right in front of everyone. If you know my mother, she's a jokester, so I would never have put this past her, however, I realized while she was talking (and she even said) that she had no idea she was to choose a flower that really "fit" me as a person, but rather, just choose a flower for me period. She figured most girls would receive a rose (as most did) and wanted me to be a little different. As is her way, she was able to create a very effective teaching moment through her humor, and it has certainly stuck with me.

Continuing through the years, the tulip became my favorite flower for more reasons than just this anecdote implies. Not only can I realize the magnificent beauty of this flower, but I also realize something priceless. These flowers stay open and REACH toward the sun. I hope I can do that--always remain stretched toward the Son.

Now, I also realize that the tulip tends to describe me a bit as a PERSON. This blog may say it best, "You think that when you see a tulip wrapped tight, just admiring the outside of it, you’ve seen the best that tulip has to offer. After all, when you think of tulips, you think of them with their petals closed. I was thrilled when this purple beauty opened to show there is always more beauty on the inside. Same is true with most every person I know."

What a great reminder for me, and for everyone, I suppose. You can find true beauty deep within people, and yourself, as you and they open up to show it. Now, I'm just grateful that my husband can share in my love for tulips as well. You see, although he often can't remember my birthday, or my middle name for that matter, he does and will always remember that tulips are my favorite flower of them all. So, I guess my mother continues to make an impact in all the little facets of my life.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to the LOVES of my life!!

And just because he's getting to be the biggest cheese ball...

What a dream...

2011-02-10T15:08:00.000-08:00

Normally, I've been pretty anti-girl....as in, I don't really want to have one*. I'm not a flowery, too-big-of-a-bow-for-the-top-of-THAT-little-girl's-head type of person, but today, I had second thoughts. Not that I'm going to convert to the bows, but perhaps it would be good for my husband to have the same experience I've seen many of my other male friends having with their daughters--being ABSOLUTELY smitten and wrapped around a little girl's finger must just be that priceless. It is probably good for all men to have that experience--the experience of having a precious, virtuous, fragile daughter of God that sort-of belongs to him. That he doesn't have to raise to be "a protector" but rather, "a nurturer." That is his forever to maintain and protect and spoil rotten. And the true desire to never see another man hurt her at all; under any condition, ever. I think it does something for a daddy's heart that perhaps a boy might not be able to do. Yes, I do think that every man should have that glorious opportunity after all.

*As an editor's note, I must add that never, under any condition whatsoever, ever, EVER, would I love or desire a daughter any less, I've just normally secretly hoped I had all boys.

Moving Week

2011-01-22T12:42:00.000-08:00

So I guess it's time to offer the details, although probably most of you know them by now. With December 17th (BYU's December graduation) looming in the near future, we weren't sure that we were going to have an income for much longer. Devin had exhausted most of the referrals he'd been given, but I wasn't worrying yet. Not sure why the Lord decided to bless me with so much patience and serenity, but it was so, and I will forever be grateful. Here's the long story, broken down into a MUCH shorter story:

December 4, 2010--Devin and I are babysitting my cousin's kids and she and her husband tell us they've heard of a job opening in Las Vegas, of all the impossible places, for a project manager position with a paint & drywall subcontractor.
December 3, 2010--Devin has an interview with a company based in Alamogordo, New Mexico for a superintendent job.
December 9, 2010--Devin has an over-the-phone interview with the Las Vegas subcontractor
December 12, 2010--Devin finds out he's been offered the job in Las Vegas. I get assigned to plan and decorate the Ward Christmas party. I contact my friend from high school to have her send me some apartment links. Over the next couple of days, Devin and I go back-and-forth between whether or not we should buy a house or rent an apartment for a few months and then do so, or live with our parents for a few months before we buy a house. Poor Adria had to continually send us different types of real estate listings depending on which decision we had made that particular day. But she was a trooper and we appreciated ALL of the help!
December 13, 2010-- Devin realizes the company in NM isn't going to tell him their decision quickly enough. He decides not to make the Las Vegas company wait any longer and accepts their offer.
December 13, 2010--I start rearranging our entire lives! I list, show, sell our apartment contract over to someone else, nanny my last day, ask my cousin to take over some of the nannying for the remainder of the week, shuffle through the rental listings sent to me via email, bring order to the elderly finances, switch over our mail from every place I can possibly think of, cancel our utilities, etc. and start packing.
December 13-17, 2010--LOTS of help from siblings to get our stuff packed up! (Thanks to ALL of you!) And I planned and decorated (with the help of my good friend Joannie) the entire Christmas party. Luckily, I didn't have to do the food, but it was certainly quite a task anyway. I'll just say, by Friday night, I was exhausted. Still, I didn't feel like I had reached my limits. The Lord really, REALLY blessed us that entire week; especially because Devin was studying for finals and couldn't be around to help with Camden, packing, or the party very much.
December 18, 2010--The Elders Quorum, and Kyle, picks up all our belongings and loads the moving truck. Devin drives the truck down to Las Vegas. Camden and I stay behind to clean the apartment.
December 19, 2010--I play the piano for one musical number, sing in another, and train the new Relief Society Secretary.
December 20, 2010--Devin starts the project manager position at L.&R. Integrity, Camden and I drive down (in quite the snowstorm, I might add), stop by to see Devin's sister who is in pre-term labor and on bed rest, do some grocery shopping, and we all stay the night at Devin's parents house.
December 21, 2010--I go apartment shopping. We find a place to move in, with the help of Adria.
December 22, 2010--Fill out all of the paperwork, get the money order & cashiers checks for deposit, negotiate with the landlord to do month-to-month and bring down the rent a little, get the keys, move in.

So, that pretty much, in-a-really-short-and-completely-undramatic-and-not-even-able-to-do-it-justice sort of way, sums up the move. Devin enjoys his job so far, and I am reacquainting myself to life in Vegas. And surprisingly, really missing Utah. But, of course, that will be for another time. To all of my Utah friends, just know, I miss and love you all! I am sure we'll be back to visit frequently.

P.S. Whoever you are that blessed us with the food to eat on my previous post, you will never know how much it got us through moving week; especially with Camden and I being sick the entire week prior to that one! Thank you, again from the bottom of my heart!

You won't believe it!!

2010-12-12T11:28:00.000-08:00

We got a job offer! Details to come...

Thank you, dear friend

2010-12-10T23:13:00.000-08:00

I had the most wonderful thing happen to me tonight!!

I admit, things have been tough on us lately. For various reasons, and nothing grandiose like a death in the family or anything like that. It's just a bunch of those small things--and a few pretty serious things--that add up and make it a little difficult to not feel overwhelmed by everything.

I know you all know Camden and I have been sick this last week. That's not the half of it, but a great contributor to our madness. I had all these great plans for Christmas, and haven't been able to accomplish many of them because I've been fairly exhausted. Which of course, makes it difficult to feel productive and successful, which may or may not put me even more down in the dumps. We have had some very good moments too among those hard things (I feel like I've been down on the blog a lot lately) so here is one of the great blessings we have received.

Last night, I was contemplating all of the things I still need and want to do (this week and before Christmas). There was a long list of things, but I knew some of the more important included grocery shopping for the next week and getting the info for my other job so I could complete payroll before Monday. We need the work and the money, so we can cover the bills and try to make it go toward the coming year if Dev doesn't get a job, and I wasn't able to work my nannying job most of this week because I didn't want to infect the other little kiddos, as they certainly agreed. :O)

Lo and behold, as I was right in the middle of the previous thought, we get a ding-dong. I bound into the bedroom so no one has to see me in my sick clothes (read, a robe) and Devin goes to answer the door. No person is there, but there is the following on the doorstep.

With the following note

Which reads:

Merry Christmas, Romneys!

We would write this in a poem, and wrap everything up

read cute, but we're not that talented.

So, Instead we'll just say:

We got a little something for adults only!

Great for a night out.

Some things for the little guy

(and gift receipt in case they're the wrong size or style)

And ingredients for some meals and treats we love.

Wishing you a wonderful holiday season!

Love,

a few secret elves

(Devin proceeded to yell "Thank you" as loud as he could for whoever-it-was to hear. I hope they did!)

Recipes for MEALS (FOUR to be exact--just the number I needed)! And all the ingredients needed to make them! Which means I no longer have to go shopping for the next full week (we'll just pick up a few minor things like milk--Devin can even do that pretty easily)!

I broke into some serious tears (which I still continue to do every time I think about this). From the bottom of my heart, I could not be more grateful! It was the perfect gift at the perfect time. The Lord is truly watching out for us through some angels right now. It means so much to me to have someone put that kind of thought into us. We've had some wonderful friends who have done so much for us this year and for that, I am just so appreciative.

I remember when I was younger, we used to do something similar to what was given to us tonight. I loved that tradition and am excited to bring that tradition back into my own little family so we can pass it on. It truly touches people's lives more than I ever thought possible--so Christlike and service-filled at this special time of Christmas.

Thank you, dear friend, for your thoughtful gift.

(And Camden sure thinks it neat, too! He is really enjoying taking the things in and out of the bags, tossing his ball inside--to make a basket, and stacking the canned food items on top of one another)

Take 2 of 2

2010-12-09T14:04:00.000-08:00

I don't do Christmas cards.

Maybe that makes me an awful person, but there are very few reasons I actually like them; especially nowadays when technology has allowed us to become so consumed in other people's lives throughout the year that it no longer seems logical to send out the same information via Christmas letter. Not to mention the fact that when I get a whole stack of Christmas cards, I just don't know what to do with them. I hate clutter, and I hate throwing things away. True, it is my own personal weakness for which repudiation is needed, but seriously, they become momentos to me that I....(choke) treasure. I have to hang them on my refrigerator and then--a few months later--convince myself it's time to take them down, and worse, load them into my scrapbook, special box for special items (which I never view again until it's time to fill it with MORE), or some sort of journal.

(I do like that most people are converting to e-mailed Christmas letters--considering it lessens my refrigerator load, but still allows the wonderful creativity which is CHRISTMAS)

Everyone sees a little too much of my family through Facebook, this blog, (and perhaps even in person) to really justify sending out MORE anyway. But I still want to get pictures taken EVERY year (this not being something we ever really did growing up--not regularly anyway) because I think it is so fun to document and laugh at all of the funny styles we thought to be so very fantastic at the time! Plus, isn't it wonderful to see how your kids have grown and multiplied through the years (or your dog--because at one time, I did want to take family pictures with my little Scruffy--too bad Devin didn't like him--or anyone else besides me, for that matter).

This post is documenting take 2 of 2 for Camden/Family pictures 2010 because the first time failed miserably. Not by any fault of our photographer, mind you. I had everything all ready. Props in the car. Camden carefully dressed and combed--his hair a tad shorter at the time--happy, and even in his car seat. Driving away, JaNae and I hear the sound all mothers dread. Gagging, vomiting, spewing, and sopping-wet-falling-down. Camden was vomiting. All.over.my.car, his car seat, clothing, props! We turned right back around, cleaned up, and didn't attempt going out again as he continued to vomit all over my family room, his bedroom, blankets, and replacement clothing (on both our parts).

Fast forward a few weeks and here are our family pictures taken for this year (and probably all of my future years for decades to come) by my fabulous sister, JaNae! Not quite as carefully planned, but still turned out fabulously--DUH because if she's fabulous, that's the only way they COULD turn out! JaNae has a real talent--one I wish she'd pursue more, because this is what she does without any training--AT ALL! (And we are no easy bunch to shoot--on this second attempt, Camden wasn't quite as pleased to be taking pictures). Anyway, without further adieu, our 'The Romney Clan 2010' photo album, specialty of JaNae is LoveLee Photography.

Click here to view these pictures larger

(DUDE, this shutterfly slideshow thingie really does some distortion damage! Click on the link to make it larger and it does a better job. Because, I just can't allow you to believe that is the type of work JaNae really does, nor is it what we really look like; and I don't have time to save each file individually in the nice format they should be in order to repost them here. Excuse my laziness, but don't you be lazy) :O)

Ok, but seriously, keep sending your paper Christmas cards our way anyway. I'd hate to miss an update of people who are so dear to my heart (and sometimes the e-mailed versions don't work, as I've come to find out)!

P.S. Turns out, when you're sick, you have lots of time for blogging, so be sure, if you're interested, to note this is not the only thing I posted today

I'm a leaf on the wind

2010-12-09T11:25:00.000-08:00

I am SOOO covered in snot right now. Wishing this virus of Camden's (and now mine) would go away for good. Didn't we just get over this, like 3 weeks ago?!

Poor little Camden. Took him to the doc yesterday and did a swab of his throat for strep. (We've seriously been to the doctor to do said swab tests no fewer than 6 times in the last 3 months). His throat was so bad, the swab came back with blood. But still, no strep. He's never had strep...no, not once, and I have to admit, I sometimes come away a little disappointed that it isn't. At least with strep, you can get antibiotics to aid in gaining full health. With this virus, all I can give him is tylenol and ibuprofen--for the fever, and another type of medicine to numb his throat while he rides out the sickness.

We're still managing to have a little bit of fun. With pretzels, no less. Still, there are some unhappy faces. His lack of clothing= too high a fever, so we need to keep it down+more cuddles for MOM :O)

I will spare you the pictures of me :O)

On another note, Devin has a few interviews this week. Hopefully, one of them will produce a future career (and by future, I'm talking, in the next two weeks, please). Construction management is a tough field, as are many, in obtaining a job right now. All in all, I am not sure what we will do if he can't find one quickly. I think I've mentioned he will lose his current job because he will no longer be a student (GRADUATION IS IN SIGHT, BABY!) and so there aren't many options for us. We do have a few, which is better than some people, I know. Because of that, I haven't been too worried overall.

Yesterday afternoon, I had my first semi-panicky moment. I have otherwise stayed unbelievably calm for my personality type in this situation, so I am quite pleased the Lord has blessed me with peace. I do feel, however, that He wants me to feel SOME urgency, hence the semi-panic yesterday--in which case, I started getting on Devin's e-mail to write to potential employers I know he hasn't had time to contact yet. (No, I didn't actually send the e-mails)

I have mixed emotions. I love the friendships I have gained, am currently gaining, and could possibly gain here in Utah (add to that the self-improvement I've measured), so I would love to stay here--not to mention how WONDERFUL I would feel to be able to continue our close proximity to so many of Devin's and my siblings. We just love them! (And a few more will probably be added next year) But I would also like Camden to be near his grandparents. A job opening in LAS VEGAS (and if you knew how bad their economy is right now, you would certainly see this as a miracle) and a slight POSSIBILITY that we could end up near our family there, kind of increases my desire to live there too. But I, believe it or not, have learned to love Utah. Note: I should pull up some of my journal entries prior to moving here (they didn't have blogger then) so you can know HOW MUCH I loathed the idea of Utah and coming here for school. That is also one of the many miracles of miracles. I may just miss it here. (But I'll save that for another post--IF we end up leaving after all).

I guess I just need to learn from that experience that I will love anywhere I go. Ultimately, it may take some time, but because I love people and culture, and my family, anywhere I go will be desirable-ish :O) Even if we end up in Afghanistan (REALLY! He applied for a job THERE this past week!!). I think I'm not quite THAT desperate...yet

Love, Actually

2010-11-21T21:26:00.000-08:00

I don't know about you, but since we've had a child, our relationship has been anything but the easy-to-maintain relationship we had prior to Camden's birth. Lucky for me, I still have a great husband, and a desire to work on that; so, I was thrilled when I saw my ever-so-talented friend's blog with a link to THIS.

(Shhh....don't tell my husband)

The crazy thing is, we used to do so many FUN things on our date nights, and now we hardly have the energy. I am glad to know this website promotes things that cost little to nothing, we can use our creative minds (which when I begin, always gets a little out of hand and it really is SO enjoyable), and further, be the strong FOUNDATION for our family we should be as a couple first. Because I truly believe that the stronger couples are, the easier it is for the rest of the family to follow suit. It's not as easy and carefree once kids come into the picture, but it's possible! And we can find a way to bring that creative dating back to our lives again; even on a tight time/energy/money budget.

First step: Make our family mission statement! TOGETHER, for a date night--So excited!

I'm certain ours will be based off of The Family: A Proclamation to the World. Because I LOVE that inspired document! I'll be sure to include a picture of the finished product!

And for the men, you may enjoy this. (The movie related to the book is a little cheesy, but it's still great for the sap!) I even have it (the book, not the movie) if you want to borrow it!

So, this is what has me renewed, rejuvenated, and inspired lately! What's inspiring you?

Love, Actually.

Growing, Growing

2010-11-18T10:07:00.000-08:00

Why is it so hard to clean out the baby clothes that don't fit Camden anymore?

Every time I do this, it just gets more difficult. :O) Oh, how I love my little boy...

Holiday cheer? What's that this year?

2010-11-14T23:05:00.000-08:00

I know the holidays are coming up, so what the heck is wrong with me?! I am having a serious lack of motivation to get into the holiday spirit. Don't get me wrong! I am completely, 100% thrilled, ecstatic, and enamored to be going home for the holidays this year. BOTH of the major holidays! That hasn't happened in a long while. It's just, I have a lack of enthusiasm in getting our family involved in our typical traditions. (Halloween almost entirely escaped me--besides, a pumpkin and some colorful corn husks, we didn't do one bit of decorating. NOR did we do our usual chili in pumpkin bowl dinner--it didn't help, of course, that Camden ended up with a 104 degree fever on Halloween which prevented our trick-or-treating escapades and some dressing up in costume). Why has this happened?! How can I get into the spirit?

Let me explain a few of my ideas before you shower me with yours (and please do). First of all, we are potentially moving by the end of this year. Potential is a stretch, as thus far, we have not nailed down a job following graduation. So whether or not we are moving is pending. Who wants to get out boxes of decor (even if that is a minimal amount) only to pack it all back up before the season ends and move on? Don't pick me...

The second, and probably the reason most directly affecting my current problem, is in actuality, related to reason numero uno. We do not have money with which to purchase gifts. Okay, okay. Some people's response would be...what happened to your 3-6 month emergency money supply?! My response to that would be that it went out the window about 4 years ago when we were paying $6000 every four months for both of us to finish school. Finish I have, finish Devin will, and hopefully, the emergency supply will come with a job (don't get me on that again :O). But it's been pretty much non-existent (plus less) while Devin works only 16 hours at the Carpenter shop weekly, and I am trying to stay at home/earn money at home, to recover what cannot be earned monetarily by following BYU's 20 hour work week policy to cover our monthly bills. I am currently in the market for additional ideas.

Third, perhaps it has been my failing health this past year? Am I simplifying out of necessity? I seriously have the energy to only do the necessary things. Maybe those other things just really aren't necessary after all? But I'd like to create sweet memories for my children--if it's not possible to permanently ingrain it in their minds at young ages, at least in pictures.

Now that I'm off my soap box (or am I??), realize, I know that it's always a possibility to make gifts. I, however, have no idea what I can make for Devin, Camden, my family (3 siblings, two parents, 2 sets of grandparents), and my husband's family (7 siblings, 2 parents, a niece, and 1 set of grandparents) on a $30 budget. And some of that is probably money we don't actually have, but I am fooling myself into believing we do so I don't feel like a complete and utter failure. You see, gift giving is BY FAR one of my favorite things to do. There is literally an emptiness inside of me since we've been married because of my lack of funds to support this lovely hobby. Does anyone out there have any ideas? I am really needing something to get me into the holiday spirit*, and searching for gifts to give to my beloved family is a great contributor to making that happen. I just LOVE seeing faces light up!

*(I'm talking excitement wise, NOT spiritually-minded, as Christ will always be the main focus of our Christmas experience and I know it will still be a wonderful Christmas without gifts because of the real celebration of that day)

My family is just so very generous to us all throughout the year. It would be wonderful to attempt to make up at least 1% of that generosity!

P.S. Making my own decorations to get in the spirit is likely not an option (including garage sales--because my mother-in-law does that for us for Camden's clothes--which I say "THANK YOU, THANK YOU" repeatedly because it literally saves us!), due to lack of funds. Unless, of course, you know of places I can pick up FREE DIY Thanksgiving/Christmas decor items :O) Which, by the way, I would love dearly; especially if it's something Camden and I could do together while Devin's at school/work.

And any and all prayers are appreciated as we are in the limbo process of Devin's future career, and will be out of a job come the end of December (due to the fact that Devin's job is a student one--in which he needs to be a STUDENT to keep). I'm not stressing....yet :O)

Love to you all! And here's to hoping your holiday spirit is coming more easily to you this year than it is to me! It can certainly make for a light, more joyful season if it so occurs!

Happy are we, Happy are we

2010-11-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

This is the man that doesn't get enough face time on the blog, but deserves a lot more (and yes, he's wearing my sweater). He just doesn't like getting his picture taken; so it's rather difficult to complete whole posts on him alone without using the same material.

He calls me his pookie. Don't know where that came from, but I prefer it over Rooski (my other nickname) any day.

That's just him--so "creative" like that. He is definitely his own person--no ifs, ands, or butts about it. He won't be coerced into being someone else, but he is never satisfied with just staying at the level he is at present either. Each Sunday, and everyday really, he takes time to ponder, set goals, evaluate past goals, and make a new resolve to be even better the next week. And he does.

I wish I could be more like that really. He's a great example of setting goals and carrying them through.

Dev wouldn't necessarily be considered a romantic (that's not obvious, is it??), but he's still sweet, zesty, and always striving to be a better husband and father; especially in the ways that truly count. He calls our family to scripture study and prayer each day. He gives me priesthood blessings on a regular basis. He holds a family council every week. He fulfills his callings. He serves others regularly. He works hard at keeping his body healthy and involved. He writes in a journal. Etc. Etc. "Always striving" doesn't do it justice.

Camden LOVES his father. When Daddy gets home from work/school, Camden is immediately excited. Daddy is a good friend. He is playful. He is involved. 'Dad' was his first word for a reason, and Dad makes Camden a very happy boy!

(L-just clownin' around, R-best buds bouncing

--and hanging on for dear life!)

Devin also knows who he is--in a spiritual light as well as a mental/physical/emotional. He knows what he wants, he knows what he likes, and he knows what keeps him happy. And he DOES the things to keep it so. Not only that, but he knows when I am getting too busy to DO the things I love, and he makes sure they happen. He is constantly encouraging me to play the piano (SUCH an emotional outlet for me) by asking if we can sing together (this does not fall within his comfort zone btw). He allows me my freedom to do what I need to do to make me feel good right 'along' with him (currently Zumba and Soccer games, and sometimes a massage!). He is my protector; my equal--my other advocate.

He does the menial tasks of the family as well. Nothing is beneath him when it comes to his family. That is ultimately the most important thing to me, and I am grateful that he is so wise.

I can't adequately express my Happy Birthday sentiments to my husband without thanking this wonderful woman who birthed him.

(Hint: the one on the right; though

I know it's difficult to tell, since they're both

so young, vibrant and beautiful)

She has taught him peace. She has taught him calm. She has taught him wisdom is found in the Lord. And she has taught him to keep it simple; all the while going for everything he desires--but to make sure, above all else, that he and his family are truly happy. *And HAPPY we are!

Happy to celebrate his big 27!!!

LOVE and HUGS to you Sweetie Petey!

*She has obviously also taught him her picture evading skills, because that is basically the only picture I have managed to take of her in the 5+ years I've known her

Pumpkinland

2010-11-01T17:57:00.000-07:00

We had a GREAT time at the pumpkin patch a few weeks ago! Luckily, it was in between Camden's sick times!

He got his first ride in a wagon (right)

And every pumpkin was a 'ba'--ball (left)

What is this thing? (left)

Oh, is this what I'm supposed to be doing? (right)

He loved the mirror room,

climbing through tunnels,

staying busy running around from one exciting thing to another,

the bounce house,

and the animals! (This was, by the way, the goat that bit his arm while

Camden was practicing being "soft"--I guess the ole' Billy didn't even want a slight stroke)

Peek-A-Boo!

Daddy wasn't with mommy and me at the pumpkin patch, so I wouldn't sit very still.

That's also why Mom and I didn't get any pictures together. I
think you won't mind though, since I'm definitely the cuter of the two! :O)

We really had a lot of fun at the patch! We definitely got lost in the cornmaze, but Camden loved, loved, LOVED the free space to just walk and walk and walk as he pleased! Seeing all of the colorful characters was also a lot of fun, though difficult to get him to sit still to capture his face in the circles. I think the funniest part was when the goat bit him. Honestly, I know I should have, but I wasn't expecting it! I've taught Camden to be very soft with animals. With no signs about ferocious, baby-attacking goats in sight, I thought he was good to go. At first touch, everything seemed fine, but as Camden began to stroke Billy, he turned right around and chomped down on Camden's right arm. I couldn't resist laughing out loud! Camden turned to me with the most pitiful tears in his eyes and puckered down lips and began to cry. I know, I'm an awful mother, but it was just so darn funny--only because no Camden's were actually hurt in the making of this story. It was just a startled reaction.

We had a good old time at Pumpkinland. Picked out a few pumpkins and some corn to add a little Fall to our living room. I think, despite the goat, Camden will enjoy going again! And so will I!

Behold the little ones...

2010-11-01T17:35:00.000-07:00

I've had a flurry of emotions as of late.

My computer is nearly dead and so I have been making preparations to make sure I do not lose my photos permanently. As I was saving all of my picture files to shutterfly.com, I began to look at the pictures of Camden's birth. What is absolutely amazing to me, is how VERY much CAMDEN it is! Can you even imagine that a little newborn would have so many tendencies that he continues at present? I hadn't paid as much attention to this at the time of his birth--why would I? I mean, I couldn't have known--but he had the same squished up wailing face when crying--stiff top lip, crinkled lower lip and all. That peaceful face he adorns whilst in sleep? The same! Even the way he smiles and looks at me is so similar.

It's truly amazing to remember that they come with their own little real personalities! They are who they are! Not that they can't be shaped into something else, but there's something specific there, and it starts before/at birth.

I just couldn't help but think of all of this as I was flipping through several of the photos (many of which blogger won't load, so I just have to put similar pictures to what has already been posted).

I love that my mom is so wise

2010-10-28T22:03:00.000-07:00

She just is! It's truly a gift from heaven, but know that it's takes a lot of effort on her part as well.

From everyday discussions of gospel principles, to physics and mathematics, to how to treat people well, she is truly an inspiration to behold. I love that she is my mother and has taught me so well the things that are really essential in this life and the eternities. She continues to be one of my best, and always trusted, friends as well as a mentor, mother, emotional physician, and encourager.

She treats others with kindness, love, and respect; and can calm some of the most difficult situations. Always giving and giving of herself to her family, friends, and even strangers. I wish everyone could have a mother as impacting for good. She is my mother--a mother so wise.

P.S. On a completely separate note as this, I really have to thank all of those who have shown me support in this last week. As I deal with this, I would love to talk with each one of you for your experiences, stories, hard-ships, contacts, and advice, though, it will take me time to do so. Thank you for being so kind. Thank you for caring. I cannot tell you how appreciative I really feel that you would all read, encourage, and band together in a process that will certainly take some healing for me. Thank you, thank you, thank you, forever and ever.

Our little peanut :O(

2010-10-24T11:26:00.000-07:00

This week was an extremely difficult week for me. Overwhelming to say the least--and rather heartbreaking on a number of levels.

To so many, it will sound silly and rather childish that I am reacting so strongly to this news, but bear with me a minute while I explain why it is so exhausting. You see, Monday, we confirmed Camden's allergy to milk and found out he also has an allergy to peanuts. It was one I suspected after a recent reaction, but was hoping very strongly that it was the new bread he tried that day, with perhaps a little more milk, rather than the PB; especially since he had peanut butter several times prior to that incident.

So, my child is now a PA child, which is SO much harder than a milk allergy (not to be mistaken for milk intolerance, he is ACTUALLY allergic and could go into anaphylactic shock should his body decide to attack itself worse than usual).

The day of his testing at the allergist office. Lots of smaller dots indicate nothing,

but the couple of bigger welts indicate an allergy. They are covered with a cleanser

and some medication at this point, but they were pretty large

It's hard to take pictures of a little moving man, so this is the best I could do

At first, I just wanted to cry because I have heard how much more dangerous peanut allergies can be than many others. By now, I've already gone through the denial phase (Monday-Thursday-- where I tried not to think much of it except education on the epipen, just in case) and now the obsession phase (Friday-Saturday--could possibly continue based on the fact that I really want to research what needs to be done and we have follow up appointments with the allergist in the near future).

Now, I'm asking myself, "where do we go from here?" And I don't know the answer to that question. Partially because I do need to speak with our allergist before I can really begin to be OCD about it (just to get validation it's ok TO be OCD), and otherwise because I don't want, in the meantime, to give Camden something he should not have on accident. The difficult part is certainly wondering how to respond.

We can avoid plain peanuts pretty easily. That means most candy (just in time for Halloween), peanuts, peanut butter, etc. You know, the easy things to rule out. They even, from what I understand, have a peanut butter-like substance for kids just with this allergy. So great! But then there's the unknowns. Though I should verify with the doctor that we really need to worry about cross-contamination issues and hidden peanut ingredients, I am beginning this journey now. It's exhausting! Do you know that many places you go out to eat includes peanut butter as a thickening agent in their chilis, sauces (including pizza sauce), and potato items; others have desserts with peanuts (presenting cross-contamination issues); while most of the rest have either peanuts all over their floor or cook with peanut oil (which is still an argument in itself). My favorite restaurants--Texas Roadhouse and P.F. Chang's--are now on the no-no list. Not that we eat out a lot, but it will be difficult to never really be able to do it again; and if we do, we have to be extremely inquisitive about all ingredients and cross-contamination issues, etc. etc. Also, could I cross-contaminate things if just Devin and I go to these places on a date? It's possible. Pretty much, I have to be anal!

Besides those issues, grocery shopping is a nightmare! Yesterday, I completed our first trip to the store. Lots of prior research and about double the amount of usual time and money later, we came home with foods that I am hoping are completely peanut, peanut oil, beaucoup milk, tree nut*, and cross-contamination free! I have to check EVERYTHING for hidden ingredients or manufacturing issues. Many manufacturers produce products that were also manufactured on machines that peanut/tree nuts are manufactured on, so those items even have to be avoided. Some items are unclear, so I need to come home and call/write the manufacturers to be really sure it's safe.

*Tree nuts have been added to the list since the Dr. called in reference to his blood test which indicates other (including sunflower seeds) nuts I have to worry about.

There's also the idea that it's possible we will always have to carry his own food with us to, or stay away from, places where people have brought foods in which we cannot be sure the ingredients and/or cross contamination are involved. This may include ward parties, birthday parties, class parties, dinner with friends and family, Thanksgiving or Christmas dinners, etc. etc. I think he can still be in the same room as peanuts, though some kids can't, but he can NEVER be given something to eat from someone else unless I know exactly what's in it. I don't know about you, but that's going to be IMPOSSIBLE at my family Thanksgiving dinners. My family is a nut family, pretty much everything has nuts or traces of it (even stuffing).

Camden's going to be that kid in class who has the peanut allergy and ruins the parties. I'm hoping it doesn't become too much of an emotional issue for him and me in the future (I am already hovering over him, while he's sleeping, a little compulsively to make sure he is still breathing and his heart rate is ok*). With that, I should back up...it's possible that this particular allergy can go away. The milk one is more likely (80% will grow out of it in the first couple of years) and the peanut one is much smaller (20% will grow out of it at sometime in their life). I am hopeful that this will be the case for him. Otherwise, there are some people who say they may soon find a cure (soon as in by the time he is a teenager). I want to stay positive, but I also want to be careful. I could never forgive myself if I were a little relaxed and Camden went into anaphylactic shock and died!

*It doesn't help that he cannot yet speak; so he can't tell me if specific symptoms are beginning to indicate shock may occur

Devin, of course, is much more blase about the situation than I am. It is probably good he is that way because it will keep me grounded in many ways. Once we go to the doctor, we will have more answers, and therefore know how to handle this circumstance.

Overall, I am just incredibly overwhelmed. From the food issues, the money issues, the social issues, the emotional issues, and the mental (yes, it could perhaps force me to super-anxiety), I am just not entirely sure how to handle it. Surely, it will get easier with time. I have faith that all will work out accordingly, but I also know that faith requires action and I must do all I can first and leave the rest in God's hands (without, you know, making him and the outcast of the century--I really do want him to be a "normal" child!). I am trying to be patient. I know that this is a life lesson for me. I can already see why God has given me this trial-patience! For Camden's sake, I will always try to be prepared so he will be safe but won't feel left out. Interestingly enough, in Camden's baby blessing, Devin blessed him with the ability to see everyone as his equal throughout his life. At the time, I thought it was a little different; now however, I believe it will help him greatly in dealing with a trial that many children get bullied about. Perhaps there is more to that statement than just this instance, but I certainly think it applies here.

As you can see, I am basically just word-vomiting everything that comes to mind right now. It's impossible to imagine all of the possibilities--every minute of the day I think of another concern, worry, or circumstance that could be affected. I better just take a rest. The headache I've had for the last several days needs a break and surely, I'll have more to say at various times for my own emotional fulfillment and mental sanity. Please pray for me and my dear, sweet little peanut!

Hand over Heart

2010-10-09T14:12:00.000-07:00

Camden and I went to the BYU Homecoming Day Parade this morning. I was excited because I really thought he would enjoy it! He's such an inquisitive little guy, so I just figured he would love it! They marched down the street and the DJ announced for everyone to take off their hats to show reverence to the flag as the BYU Air Force ROTC presented the flag and the Army ROTC followed close behind. Immediately, I was overcome by emotion. Emotion I had NOT expected at such a happening moment in time. Even as I write this, I get choked up and a knot in my stomach. I just love this country in which my family and I are blessed to live! And I love those who sacrifice their lives and families to protect us and our freedoms.

A chef and a feeding

2010-10-08T13:53:00.000-07:00

He's a great helper in the kitchen, eh? Whenever I'm cooking now, that chair comes right over with him. He wants to help!

Lovin' the peach season! Would stuff the whole thing in his mouth if I would let him

Feed the ducks-tuppins a bag. He thought it was hilarious that they would go after the bread like that!

He's practicing to become World's Strongest Man. Ok, so he's got a long way to go...

One last duck chase before we leave the park!

Like Father, Like Son

2010-09-30T11:58:00.000-07:00

When Devin was a young boy, his mom could pay him in baseball cards to do pretty much anything. A few weeks ago, she handed us boxes--literally boxes--just like this one, that Devin had collected through the years. Camden has enjoyed watching his father go through the boxes, one-by-one, picking out cards that may be valuable verses ones that were trash can worthy. Camden brought me into my bedroom the other day, where he knew the cards were stored away, and "screamed" at me until I got the box down for him. He played with the cards for a while.

Just out of the bath. Messy, messy hair!

I was trying to teach Camden how to drink out of a regular cup, by himself. No help from me. He has forever been able to drink out of cups and water bottles if I am helping him, but he is having a hard time with the from-the-table-to-the-mouth thing. This was his first try entirely by himself. A little too hard a jerk made for it pouring down his head and chest. He was NOT a happy little camper at that point. A few minutes later, he broke out into hives all over his face, chest, and stomach. As it is, he has an allergy to milk. Who woulda thought?! A bath, 3/4 tsp of benadryl, and a doctor trip later, and he was as good as new; with Dr's orders of no milk for a few months, but instead to stay on formula. He doesn't mind that one--especially since he gets to keep his bottle. Camden seems to have an special affinity for his bottle.

While at my grandparents cabin, we decided to "hike" (hike being a relative term) Cascade Falls. I even carried Camden the whole way there and back--that's how much of a hike it was! Here we are at the Falls. Camden just started getting sick (which he has now been for at least 1 month straight!). Poor little guy.

Cam was a little nervous for his first four-wheeler ride...

...but warmed up to it rather quickly. Soon after this pic, he was grabbing the handles to steer. He LOVES to steer!

Quite proud of himself for figuring out how to be so much bigger than all of us folks on the floor beneath him.

Our half hike somewhere on Mt. Timpanogos. I am not much of a hiker (much prefer rock climbing, myself), so I didn't really have that much need to know where it was we were hiking to. Camden with his first snake.

Didn't want to get any kisses from the snake, I guess.

Feeding the ducks

First Oreo Cookie (a few weeks before his first birthday, you know, to get him used to the sugar :O)

I'm pretty sure he liked it

Pure and utter bliss

One of his favorite things in the EN-TIRE world. And his first word

Whoops. Landed out of order and I don't feel like re-arranging

A new friend who comes to play almost everyday! Trying to get used to the idea of sharing toys--and MOM!

He figured out to hold a phone to his ear without my knowledge. Never taught him this. Guess I know what he learned by example. Maybe I spend a little too much time on one of those...

An ear infection (1st) to follow

Happy 1st Birthday Camden!

2010-09-22T11:29:00.000-07:00

The preparations and decorations:

Yes, a do it yourself cake complete with Cookie Monster, Elmo, and Oscar the Grouch cupcakes

Ok, we tried to draw the faces on the balloons. That's what you get when you throw

a birthday for $20. I went to about $25 including gifts, decorations, grab bags, etc.. Couldn't help it!

To the left: Camden loves his new Elmo blankie

The get-up:

Is that a NO on the hat??

Loves his Elmo shirt with his embroidered name-Thanks Grandma!

The People:

The cake:

The FUN:

Loves, Loves, LOVES the park! Climbing through the tubes is great fun (but

a rather difficult phenomenon for Mom and Dad)

First slam dunk! Thanks to Aunt Kristin's help and

Aunt JaNae and Uncle Taylor's fabulous gift!

Cried EVERY time we tried to take him out of the swing.

The gifts:

I didn't do a very good job taking pictures of all of the gifts, but he sure does love them!

Train set, pj's, new outfit, and pillow from Grandma and Grandpa Waters
Elmo, books, and rolling ball toy from Grandma and Grandpa Romney (some seen on previous post)
Picture and gift card from Aunt Kristin (bought a new winter coat that actually fits! with it)
Bath toys from the Mayers
Firetruck car from Auntie Rhonda and Uncle Ronnow
Clothes and fun piggy bank toy from Great Grandparents Larson
Basketball hoop from Aunt JaNae and Uncle Taylor
Ball and car from Gabi
$ from Godmother Shelley
$2 from Great Grandparents Waters
Toy cat from the Browns
Puzzles and Elmo blankie from Mom and Dad

We found out the day before Camden's birthday that he had an ear infection and possible strep throat. He was miserable. Fortunately, he was able to start antibiotics immediately so he could at least, in part, enjoy his birthday party the next evening. If you notice, he wasn't smiling in any of the pictures, nor looking at the camera in most of them. This is not normal! ha ha He's a big cheeseball, but was just feeling down in the dumps. At least he found some joy and now he is doing MUCH better! It was a fun party and a pretty darn Happy Birthday!

P.S. A big Thank YOU to my ma, Dad, Dev, JaNae, and Taylor for help with the preparations. I couldn't have done it without you!

This one's for Grandma

2010-08-31T20:59:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY BOOKS!!

Love you Grams!

(I tried to capture pictures while he was reading, without him noticing; however, he saw me almost immediately and started cheesin' it up!)

Self reflections of a slightly jaded person

2010-08-28T21:38:00.000-07:00

Yes, that would be me, Meghan Marie Waters Romney. This post by a woman I don't even know, really defines how I have been feeling in the last year. Though, the comment made (regarding said post) below, is a little more applicable to my life in particular.

"Thanks for being willing to share. I love how God uses the little things to teach us big lessons. I'm being taught a similar lesson now, but He's chosen to use my health. I have always excelled at pretty much anything that I set my hand to... Now, I have had to quit my job, I do not have the physical capability to burn my candle at one end much less both, and I can no longer carry on an intelligent conversation without forgetting what I was saying (or where I am for that matter) in mid sentence. I have nothing left of myself to be rely on and so have become completely dependent upon God. He has stripped me of what I thought was my identity to show me that I am nothing without Him , but with Him, I am an heir to throne of God."- -Jenn
I am coming around. It's sad really. I thought there was a time in my life where I was very dependent on God; where I had learned true happiness is in the Gospel. Through some depression and mistakes made, I forgot that and lost some of my identity. I tried to grasp it back in any way possible--and mostly through needing things from people-affirmation, attention, praise, yada yada. I forgot (though never fully lost) my identity as simply, yet ASTOUNDINGLY, a daughter of God. What more could I need!? And as I have "sacrificed" all of that praise and adoration to bring a child in the world and leave all feelings of immediate gratification and accomplishment aside (that, along with a significantly different physical self), I have slowly been finding myself again. You know, the person I felt so good--just good, not better--to be so long ago. I miss that me. I want that me back. I'm working hard to do it. It's not easy. And the mistakes I've made have brought even more difficulty to the process. But it will happen as I turn myself over to Him and stop worrying about what others are thinking. So what if I see a picture of a girl on facebook who looks not one pound heavier than she was before becoming pregnant immediately following childbirth?! You know, that one that has her hair and make up done and is dressed to the "T" on the way home from the hospital? I wasn't her (as can obviously be identified by seeing many of the not-so-flattering pictures that are actually posted on my blog.) I am still not her. I feel good if I can get myself showered by 3:00 in the afternoon! What about so-and-so who is bragging and smearing pictures of the fabulous vacations they've been on in the last couple of months, or jane doe who never has to wear the same outfit twice!? Not me! Is that ok? Certainly. I will echo the quote Erin spoke once again:
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen,
but on what is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary,
but what is unseen is eternal.

2 Corinthians 4:18

Now, I will work on being more content with my own unseen. And less hurt when others are not as content to do the same.

Anyway, on a lighter note (though only slightly, as it is both breaking my heart and bringing me unbridled joy all at once), my little boy is growing up! Even as we speak! And I seriously just can't handle it. No really, just ask my husband what keeps me up moaning like Myrtle (you know, Moaning Myrtle) at 12:30 in the AM? But that's for another time, another post.

You talkin to ME?!

2010-08-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

-Every time I say a prayer on Camden's and my meal, he always looks behind him and wonders who I'm talking to.
-When I tell Camden "no," he looks at me, shakes his head "yes" and keeps on doing it until the third time I say "no." Then, he shakes his head "no" too and goes on to do something else.

-When Camden gets to hold my phone, he gets so excited he literally tries to squeeze it as hard as possible. It looks like he's about to have a seizure.
-Lately, Camden has mysteriously been eating crackers I never gave him. Come to find out, he kept going through his diaper bag, when I wasn't looking, to get treats.
-I'm beginning to realize I can't get strip in front of Camden anymore to take a shower. As soon as I start undressing, he laughs hysterically at me. I realize I'm not in THAT great of shape, but come on! :O)

He LOVES:
-cuddling his blue blankie in bed
-his 'ba ba' (bottle) (why no, he is no longer nursing. Turns out, having mastitis for 5 months really decreases your milk supply--and your stamina--for nursing)
-or his 'ba ba' (ball)
-goldfish
-rolling cars
-singing/playing the piano
-playing in the refrigerator
-the pool
-my computer printer
-pulling books off the shelf/reading himself stories
-jumping on his bed
-pulling the fan/light cords to turn them on and off
-walking as fast as possible
-steering wheels

-eating (though last time we went to the doc, he had dropped to the 13th percentile for weight. Is that even possible? for a child that was born in the 96th percentile?

In Mexico during Hurricane Alex

(why yes, a whole other story to tell)

P.S. Wasn't that an AWESOME thunderstorm last night?!

I know it's been a while, BUT...

2010-07-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

...I still don't really have time to update about our family; even though A TON has happened to us in the last couple of months, however, this is very important to me and I want to get the message out. Please view this website to learn more about a girl named Kolby (from my hometown and in my cousin's ward). Then, if you feel there is any way you can help with THIS auction for her and her family--whether through bidding on an auctioned item, or auctioning your own item, or EVEN just passing along the word to all you know--it would be greatly appreciated! Along with the extreme medical costs involved, cancer is a tough road for the individual and all family and friends involved; especially with someone so young. If there is anything you can do, I know you will be blessed and you could never find a more appreciative family than that of Kolby. Please, help us in our quest of KEEPING KOLBY. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!

There is also a website that is solely for making donations, if that is your preference.

Happy Easter Everyone!

2010-04-06T15:02:00.000-07:00

My cute sister (and Camden's Aunt Joo Joo) bought him this adorable outfit (with his Grandma Silly's help). Then she dressed him up and took some pics of him while the rest of us moved over to the new place. She did a great job! Love her, love him!

We just love him bundles and bundles!!!

If any friends in Utah need pictures. Let me know! My sister loves taking pictures, and she's super cheap too!

Joy and Love

2010-04-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

Today, I have a bit of a heavy heart. You see, we moved most of our stuff this weekend to a new apartment where we will begin a new a very different life. One for which I am both grateful and nervous. Not only that, but I am realizing how very much I will miss this place I have called home for a little over a year.

I know that with every change I come across, I will first feel the sorrow of leaving behind that which I have come to love. In the moments before the change, there are things that may be difficult and I hope and long for the change. Then, when it actually comes to fruition, I mourn over the loss of what was once. Now is no different. I am still quite ecstatic, but realizing, that the joy of leaving is somewhat shadowed by the reminiscing and the notion that things were probably not as 'bad' (definitely a relative term) as I had previously thought. In reflecting on those things, I have much for which to be grateful.

I do not believe I could have grown more, and our family could have grown closer, through any other situation we may have experienced in our young lives. We have had our fair share of challenges; even in our short 3.3 years of marriage, but this has by far brought us the greatest challenge and the greatest joys.

It's the simple things in life for which I am most grateful now. I know it may sound silly, but I am grateful for a kitchen that will be within 50 feet of me, the opportunity to get up early (yes, I did just say EARLY) and make breakfast--a REAL breakfast--for my family, being able to take care of my child's needs almost immediately instead of having to delay him for several minutes (or hours) while I keep the schedule needed with the elderly couple, being able to show up at Devin's school just for a surprise, or baking cookies on a Sunday afternoon, etc. etc. It will be wonderful to go into the fridge and know what is there and realize that the couple's children haven't just come and used what I was going to use to make dinner that night. It will be fabulous to be able to leave the house at my will and pleasure to go to the grocery store or just to take a stroll. No longer the worries of elderly bowels, medications, finances, home care, extended family's wishes, particular meals, doctor and therapy appointments, therapy homework, life cards and DNRs, bills and mail, lost items, constant repetition, late night changes and fall recovery, cleaning, organizing their affairs, etc. But the chance to be our own family. A family without another family's everyday concerns in addition to our own. (Though, if I had to apply before I became a mother, it would have given me the very best practice and qualifications to do so.)

On the other hand, I am going to miss them. The cute little couple that has become rooted in my heart and soul forever. The adopted great-grandparents that Camden has come to know so well. The little family that has taken us into their home and made us a welcomed part of them.

They have taught me so much about life--not only through their spiritual strengths, but also through their challenges. They have given me more patience than I ever thought possible. You see, I can be a quite heated individual if you put me in the right situation. It's always been a concern I've had, but I have, believe it or not, learned patience--something so very pertinent, in my mind, for raising children.

They have taught us how to work together as a family. We have truly learned the intricacies of family patterns. Give and give, and give some more; even when you thought you had absolutely nothing left. Devin and I are such a team--and it has only been enhanced by the child that has entered into our lives.

They have taught me about perseverance. My goodness, I have never seen a man who is in so much pain working as hard as this 92 year old man! He will not let up! If his yard isn't in perfect order, he will do all he can to ensure that it is improved--even at the expense of his general health (indeed, there have been a few falls and some bloody messes; along with me trying to stop him in the first place because there are a lot of dangerous things for a 92 year old man to get into--much like a two year old). His is a physical endurance. One where you do not give up on your body; but rather, your body gives up on you. You push it and push it until the life just runs out.

Then, there is the mental perseverance of the woman. I would never last in her current condition. My mind is too overbearing. She continues to keep an optimistic outlook and attitude with life, though most would find nothing positive. She is grateful and complimentary in even the worst and most embarrassing situations. She has lost much of the dignity she once owned, due to a miserable disease, never to return. And yet, she continues. Head held high and forward pressing (figuratively speaking, of course, since she is mostly wheelchair and recliner bound). And she focuses on hope for healing, but faith in Jesus Christ if it is not so. Her plan is the Lord's plan through and through. She knows her purpose and destiny.

I've learned to talk a little sweeter, be a little more humble (or really a LOT more, since you can never be too humble really), fill myself with more gratitude, and never take for granted the smaller things life offers.

I have loved this opportunity. It has been a great service to them, but also to us. I will miss them something terrible. I also know this new chapter in our lives will create more learning, more opportunity, and a peaceful feeling of following the Lord's plan for us. He brought us here so we could be a family, so I wouldn't have to work away from home with a new baby, so we could have an ease from certain worldly concerns. And He will guide us further.

I have full faith in Him and know He will direct our path. As much as I have learned about love in this past year, I still cannot begin to understand the love which our Savior and Heavenly Father has for us. He loves us! And with that (and with the full intention of sounding cliche), I know anything is possible!

Funny

2010-03-29T10:58:00.000-07:00

Last night, I was whining to my husband about how I don't have any talents like all these other wives I see around me. I guess I must be having some sort of identity crisis or something. Just feeling a little bit useless. All of these women are making businesses with their cake decorating, sewing, food preparation, house warming talents and well, I'm just not one of them. I was even reading of one wife's budgeting talents on her blog and the following convo between Dev and I ensued (picture us in bed, Devin trying to fall asleep, and me going on and on about my lack of talents-nighttime seems to be my favorite time of the day to endlessly chat):

Me: "I don't have the talent of budgeting even."
Devin: "Yes, you do."
Me: "Dev, we don't even have a budget."
Devin: "Sure, we do. It's called, Spend Nothing."

We had a good laugh about that one! It's really, SO TRUE! I know exactly what our fixed costs are each month and plan for those; otherwise, we really don't spend anything. And I mean ANYTHING--except diapers, wipes, and an occasional bit on dates (but even then, we get buy 1 get 1 free meals or something cheap). So, I guess you don't need a budget when you don't have any money after all...

Camden's so cute half birthday

2010-03-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

Blog title courtesy of Devin

Today is Camden's half birthday. We didn't do anything out of the ordinary. Except watch the madness that is March, that is. I am currently ahead--and at this point, shouldn't have a difficult time winning the whole shebang.

Little tidbits about the half birthday boy (and this is more for me than for you):

He rubs his eyes ferociously when he is tired. Got that trait from his momma
It's not quite crawling yet, but he has been up on all fours for a few weeks. Just rockin' out
The simple toys are his joys--none of those hit a button and the toy plays with itself kind of deals
It's not too difficult for him to "egg on" his dad to the point of play--and play, they do!
Light green and Camden do not go well together. He is automatically mistaken for a girl when he wears that color. And here I thought he was ALL BOY.
He loves to EAT! He'll go to the doc on Monday, and I'm sure we'll get the A-OK to feed him solids (I've already bought some carrots and bananas for the grand event)
Sleeping at night has not been as much of an issue as of late. He falls asleep and stays asleep (except for one feeding--which I'm hoping will change with more solid foods and juice), well now that his two bottom teeth have broken through.
He's definitely letting us know when he dislikes something, such as when I take my cell phone back after he talks with Grandma
There are only a few things that make him laugh hysterically! And he really does sound like he's going to hyperventilate--or cry. One of the two. I am not sure that I have ever seen a child laugh as hard for as long. You know when you have one of those laugh-so-hard-I'm-gonna-pee-my-pants moments? It's like that, but WORSE! It's hilarious to watch, but there are only a few random things that have set him off. And he will only laugh at it two or three times that way and then is seemingly annoyed that we continue to do it. So we have yet to catch the real craziness on tape!
He is getting excited to move. He doesn't know it yet, but every fiber of his being is jumping ecstatically. Possibly because we're about to have more fun with one another. It's all happening April 3rd (as long as this apartment doesn't fall through like the others--please pray for us--we are getting a little nervous about being homeless come April 5th)

And there you have it! A happy, healthy, packing, and exhausted Romney family!

:-(

2010-03-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

I'm not going to get smiley pictures of this toothless grin for much longer...

He's sproutin' teeth!

Confession

2010-03-13T22:17:00.000-08:00

So, I have a somewhat weird confession to make on blogspot....

I notice all blogs with a tracker...you know the thing that tells them who visits the site. Once I see it, I can't allow myself to look at the blog anymore. It's like, I don't feel like an obsessive lunatic, but I don't want THEM to feel that way either. Sometimes, if I REALLY like the blog, or it is close family, I may still show up once in a while. But that is once in a GREAT while. Is that crazy?!?!

So you want to know something CRAZY?!

2010-03-11T23:28:00.000-08:00

We're moving.

I don't know where. I don't know exactly when, and I don't have time to write about it...but let me just tell you--I couldn't be happier! (And yes, you can sing that to the tune from Wicked if you please :O)

Musings

2010-03-02T23:48:00.000-08:00

Ok.

So I'm sitting here super late at night just loving my family. I sit here and think-- How will I ever be able to stop having children?! I look at the younger pictures of Camden and they just break my heart...but in a good way.

He is growing up quickly and I am loving every moment of it, but then I read the Nienie dialogues (see page 4-the video) again and know I should give just a little more. I should just squeeze him a little longer. Who cares if the laundry gets done?!

Let's be frank. Life doesn't drag on and on when you have this much happiness surrounding you. It will pass so much like that ride at Disneyland--you know, the one that is moving so slow but simulates moving so fast at the same time?! It's old and gone now, which I'm sure dates me to a degree. But seriously, if it goes so fast already, why do I try to speed it up by filling it with the unnecessary?

I realize how much I have to offer my sweet boy and how much he has to offer me. It's almost scary how quickly they learn to follow your example. It was on my mind today, in fact, that Camden has already learned to drink out of a water bottle--and has known since he was 3 1/2 months old. Why you may ask? Because he saw his mother do it. Time and again. And knew he wanted to do it, too. Why is it that he goes to eat something whenever I put it up to my mouth? Because it is something he has seen his father and I do habitually.

Now, I can only hope and pray that the other--more important things--in life will rub off in much the same way. With us doing them well, and him wanting to follow...

Please, Lord. Help me to do those things well.

Today

2010-02-27T21:01:00.000-08:00

Today, I looked at this little guy and thought to myself

How did I ever get so lucky?!

His smile melts my heart.

I will always <3 love him.

What a beautiful baby

Graduation is in sight!

2010-02-27T20:26:00.000-08:00

Along with all of that other random stuff, Devin and I are excited to be drawing our time to a close here in Provo! I think it will be very bitter sweet, because I have grown to love Provo, but I will be excited for what life will bring to us in the future. Devin will graduate August 13! We have a countdown chain made. Each has the date we can rip off, as well as a little compliment to Devin to keep him going up until the end! It is exciting! So I am putting a countdown on our blog as well! So feel free to cheer him on in his last 6 months of school!

I love my hubby!

A bunch of Random

2010-02-27T19:47:00.000-08:00

I have SUCH a sweet boy! Here are a bunch of pictures of him over the last couple of months. (P.S. Bear with me....since my last post, blogger has changed dramatically or something, because it is definitely different from the last time I used it. This will make for a not-so-good post because I don't have the time to put into it since I need to stop to figure this out).

Camden at about 3 1/2 months. He's growing so quickly! He has had some really bad cradle cap/eczema (I have heard different diagnoses), so those are the red spots you see on his forehead and cheek. The spots are disappearing as long as I remember to put hydrocortizone cream on it everyday) He's still a cutie, but he started becoming quite the drooler, so since I liked this particular outfit so much, I wanted to put a bib on to keep him from drooling all over it. Unfortunately, I went to take a picture of him in the outfit and forgot to take off the bib!! ha ha. Oh well. We'll get it some other time.

My dear Grandma Larson sent this outfit up with my cousin Shelise when her son pooped out of his outfit! It was WAY too small for him, but just right for Camden. It has a cute pair of pants with a dog on the bum, but he didn't have them on here. He is about 4 months 1 week.

He loves his books! Here he shows off his mad still-learning-to-sit skills. Obviously, this is a while ago, cuz now he sits up by himself like a champ! (Without leaning so far forward)

Happy to have that book open and reading it!

Oh! My sweet boy! Got a little tuckered out and just laid there staring and smiling at me.

About two months ago, Devin and I went bowling for one of our dates. BYU is wonderful because they have pretty inexpensive bowling and we had a BOGO free pass. Look at my husbands GREAT form.

It had been a while since we have gone bowling. But we made a little wager anyway. Oh, it looks like hot mama won! (And so she was treated to a NEVER ON A SUNDAE at pizza factory. If you haven't had it and you are in Provo, you MUST)

Happy Birthday Grandpa Waters!!!

We love You!

This is terrible because these pictures are so blurry. But if the room is too dark, the flash on Devin's camera will still just not help it. I really just wanted to show that last weekend (right at 5 months old), Camden's grandparents came. We didn't get pictures, but we did get some video. Unfortunately, our video doesn't connect to the computer, so this is all I have!

Surprised! But he's still just too cute!

I still want to get our December pictures up on here, I just don't know that it will ever happen. In comparing them to the above pictures, I just can't believe how quickly Camden has grown! Here is just one because I don't have time to put up the rest. This was just after we got home from our Christmas in Las Vegas. Camden's Uncle Dallin set up this gift for him. He loves it! (3 months)

P.S. Can anyone tell me how to upload a video now?

And so we continue...

2010-01-23T15:21:00.000-08:00

Since I have mastitis, I have to take it easy; so, I decided it would be a great time to try to catch up on my blog!

I want to record a few of the things that Camden likes:

Jingle bells. I made a Christmas decoration that has bells on it. It apparently wasn't that cute, so it has become a chew/shaker toy! (It used to have a cute bow on it)
His mom. (I won't show a picture of that, but just take my word for it). He KNOWS she's the one with the food!
Jack-in-the-box: Though it kinda startles him

His bear mobile that hangs from his swing. We wake up to him talking to these bears pretty much everyday

Music! YAY! He LOVES when I sing songs to him (for falling asleep, it's that sleep song Mary Poppins sings). He has recently enjoyed "playing" the piano. And whenever he hears music he gets really excited.
His bumbo. He wants to be a part of things. Plus, it's where he gets his new food!
His dad. He laughs and laughs and LAUGHS with his dad. Devin will tickle him on his head and he will just giggle uncontrollably! Video to come...

Books! Camden LOVES to read with me. He will sit and pat at the book, talk back, and try to turn the pages.

Thing he HATES--and by HATES, I mean, screams uncontrollably until it is out of sight and he is safely feeding from mother instead:

I swear he thinks it's the Devil.

Even when I put my own milk in it, it just won't suffice. He wants THE REAL DEAL.

Fast Forward to AFTER Christmas (that will get it's own post)

Excited to start the Texas Championship Game!

"Oh no. Colt McCoy is injured."

He's actually enjoying being on the ground (probably better than watching Texas get killed)

Cheesin' it up!

Our happy little guy some more

This game is so miserable. Stop taking pictures. (I think this game was literally on Devin's mind

for 2-3 days after it. It was just devastating to this Texas fan)

We sold this baby...

I have many a memory in this car, but as is necessary, things must come to an end. And it was for good reason. Stay tuned...

Last Wednesday, Camden had his 4 month well check-up! I KNOW, I can't BELIEVE he is already that old! My little boy is growing so quickly. He is now 15 pounds, 7 ounces (dropped from 91st percentile--when born--to the 62nd). He is not gaining as quickly as I thought he would for being so big at birth. His length is 26 and 3/4 inches (now 95th percentile from the 62nd--when born). And his head is 17.2 inches (84th percentile from the 72nd percentile) He will be a watermelon head like his father. Definitely a Romney trait.

Because he is well, we decided to start him on rice cereal that evening! Here is that experience (minus the video because we do not have a digital camera to hook up to the computer--but take my word for it. It is A.DOR.A.BLE)

"Mommy, do I have to wear this?!"

And MESSY

But he did really well with it. He looks really crazed when he's eating it. He grabs the bowl and tries to force it all in his mouth. He wants it RIGHT NOW. Guess that's another way he takes after his father.

And the next day, he had a fun time playing. Here he is concentrating on attacking the toy.

And it was a success!

Now, we're all caught up--if you don't count the whole month of December! I will get those up eventually!

I have a problem...

2010-01-19T21:52:00.000-08:00

It's been FOREVER since I've actually updated and there is so much to update on, that it almost overwhelms me. My dilemma, I work all day when the computer isn't in use, and then when I possibly have some down time, Devin needs it for homework. So, I think this will be the super quick version because I'm being told the computer is needed once again.

This is all going to start before Christmas. Here is one of my fabulous ex-roomates--but super friend and named "godmother" to Camden (though, we are admittedly not Catholic)--Shelley! We love her! She got this cute outfit for Camden for Christmas. He is well pleased. And it is one of the few outfits he has decided not to 'poo' his way out of. He must like it!

Not unlike his father, Camden is a big football fan! He loves this football that Grams gave him when he came home from the hospital. Who knows, maybe he will be a football star one day?!? I
bet his daddy would love it. They do enjoy watching football games together already. (But I am not losing him yet! He loves his music, books, and food, too!)

These make me laugh. He looks like a greedy little gnome in this one, and the other, he is about to chomp down.

We didn't get any really GOOD shots with Santa. At least he wasn't afraid of the old guy. I bet he will be someday. We were just trying to make him smile in these pictures, but all he would do was suck on his hands and look up at daddy. Not to mention, I'm not very pleased with Devin's camera. I can only get blurry pictures it seems! I want MY camera back

And here are a few for Grandma Romney. Daddy says you like baby bums?!? Don't ask me why one cheek is red :O) These are a little more censored than the others. But the others were cuter. I'll save Camden the embarrassment.

Oops! I ran out of time. (To be cont...)

WEEEE WOOOOONNNN!!!

2010-01-04T18:58:00.000-08:00

Thank you, thank you, and thank you again and again for all of your help in the win! Trevor appreciates everyone who was so willing and generous with their time. Thank you for watching the video and letting others know to do the same! We cannot thank you enough!

~Meg

P.S. Keep posted because I'll be putting up pictures soon!

Only TWO DAYS LEFT~

2009-12-30T21:01:00.000-08:00

With only two days left, we have gained the lead...but are now only up by 200 views and the second place man is gaining on us a little each day. We want to secure the lead and win; so everyone who reads this, PLEASE post it to your blog so that it gets as many hits as possible. You can just delete it on Friday evening once the contest is over. If we can get it on several blogs, regular readers/blog surfers will be SURE to help secure our win! Thank you for EVERYONE who has helped! We really appreciate it and Trevor really appreciates it! If we secure this win, it will be the first thing he has won in his life! Let's help him make this dream come true! Thanks again! And here is the video

*just as a side note, I have a TON of things to update on, but I am waiting a few more days so that I can get as many views for Trevor as possible. Come back later for cute pics and our WONDERFUL Christmas!

We're gaining on 'em....but still need your help!!

2009-12-22T18:27:00.000-08:00

Thanks to YOUR efforts, we have narrowed the gap from 400 to about 200 views!!! That's amazing and we REALLY appreciate everyone's help!!!

Keep up the good work and please keep spreading the word!

P.S. Once I am finished promoting my little brother, I will post all of our recent happenings. There are lots of cute pictures of our handsome guy!

PLEASE HELP!!!

2009-12-21T12:24:00.000-08:00

Hello Everyone!

I don't often try to ask others for help, especially electronically because I know it can sometimes be found bothersome, however, I really love my brother and am trying to help him succeed in his goal! Please read below:

I am trying to help my brother get to the Consumer Electronic Show in Las Vegas. He has to have the most views on this you tube video, however, for some reason it is not showing in the search results on you tube, so his numbers are much lower than the results of his competitors whose videos ARE showing in the search results. We are trying to rally a lot of people to just "watch" the video to increase his numbers, but we have to spread the word by different means because of this unfortunate event. Please watch this video (you don't actually have to WATCH it, just play it through to the end) and then email it to at least 10 others (PLEASE!) in your address book to do the same. Also, if you wouldn't mind posting it to your own blogs, we could get more numbers and hopefully more people to post it to their own facebooks, blogs, emails, etc. It would mean so much to my technology-loving brother, and our family, for him to win.

Thank you a TON! Because of the mishap, he is already 400 views behind, even though he was ahead in the beginning of the competition. It would be the best Christmas present to him EVER if we can make it happen! Please help us! Thanks again!

~Meg Romney

P.S. Only one view per IP address will register, so watching it multiple times will not be necessary. Thank you!

Family Pictures

2009-12-08T12:11:00.001-08:00

We took these over a month ago, but I haven't had a chance to put them up until now.

(And Shelise, they show my short hair...except for one that was taken around Halloween)

Click here to view these pictures larger

I never wrote my whole birth story....

2009-12-08T12:06:00.000-08:00

...so I want to get it recorded now. As much as I can remember anyway.

Let me just start out with the fact that I was EXTREMELY terrified of labor and delivery! So much so that it took me a while to convince myself that I could actually do it--before I got pregnant--and then I had to constantly reassure myself, and be reassured, that it was possible. My mom told me "Meghan, millions of women have done it before you, and millions will do it after you, so it is possible for YOU." I believed her...and she was right! :O)

I was supposed to have a doctor appointment on Wednesday, September 16th--my second one of the week--because my Dr. Young wanted to speak with me about induction options. He had been dangling the option in front of my face for a few weeks, but never actually allowed it because he didn't feel my body was quite ready to be induced and therefore, it would be extremely difficult on me. I had dilated to a 2+ and was 75-80% effaced by the previous Friday, but hadn't changed much by my Monday appointment, so they made a second appointment Wednesday. However, Tuesday, they called and told me they had just WAY overbooked and so they were going to open specially on Saturday of that week and wondered if I could come in then instead. I was SEVERELY disappointed, but consented. I thought to myself--well, I am going to go into labor before then anyway, so I guess it doesn't really matter.

So, I went about my normal routine. On Thursday, September 17th, I did my big grocery shopping. (Good thing, cuz we wouldn't have had food for a week otherwise :O) I thought that the more active I was, the better, so I went walking as quickly as I could--which wasn't very quick, I might add. I went to Costco, Walmart, and then Days Market; along with the bank, etc. I had been having quite a bit of contractions for the last several weeks, so I was quite used to just pushing myself through them. They weren't ever regular, so we didn't worry about it. I hurried home to make dinner and got the old folks fed and ready for bed. Then, I rushed off to watch the ward girls and my sister play soccer for our team. One of the husbands of the girls said, "You STILL haven't had him yet?! When is he due?" I told him I was due that Saturday, but that I would probably go into labor after the game and have him that night :O)

Sure enough, my contractions started to get a little more intense and were more regular, starting after the game. I went to sleep and was able to rest for several more hours until about 4AM when the contractions were too intense to be able to sleep through (I'm typically a pretty heavy sleeper). Once I was up, I started to get things together, plug in the camera, take a hot shower to relax my muscles, etc. It took a while because I had to pause between contractions and take sitting breaks. Finally, around 6:30AM, I called my mom and told her I thought I was in labor this time. She asked me if I was timing my contractions, but I hadn't been. I just knew they were intensifying and I could tell they were coming regularly.

So, I timed my contractions for the next hour and they were on the dot every five minutes. I then woke Devin up and told him I thought I was in labor and we should probably get ready to go because I didn't know if it would be a short or long labor and delivery. He got up and started to get things together. I called my mom again and told her how frequently my contractions were and that we may go to the hospital. Since this was not the first time I had called telling her about contractions, she told me to call her again later if we actually went to the hospital and they told me I was going to stay. I continued to do stuff at home to get ready and in the next hour, the contractions stayed very consistent, so we decided to head out.

Devin videotaped us leaving the house and during some of our stay at the hospital. When we arrived at the hospital (about 9AM), the nurse took a look at me and said she knew I would be staying, just by my countenance, but that she would follow the necessary procedures to be sure. I was dilated to a 4+ and was having regular contractions, so she said she would prep my room and call the anesthesiologist if I wanted him to come.

At that point, my contractions weren't too bad, so I thought about just going through the process naturally, but I decided to go with it anyway. The anesthesiologist did a really great job administering the epidural (about 10:30AM). It wasn't bad getting it AND I could actually move around decently well still. I heard so many horror stories about them and also how debilitating it was to different women, so I was happy that I could still turn myself from side to side and scoot around a tad.

At that point, we were moved to the room and just hung out for several hours. Both Devin and I took a short nap, looked around for movies, videotaped some more, tried to make the TV work, did some reading and waited for nurses to check on my progress.

I didn't dilate too quickly from there. And my water didn't break, so it was a decent wait. Around 3PM, they decided to break my water for me. When they went to do so, they saw that my water had broken, but that I had a second 'water' sac as well and they would need to break that. They did so around 3:30 and because I still hadn't dilated much (only a 5), they gave me a pit drip around 4:30. My parents arrived about 6:00 and the nurses came to check on me about the same time. I had dilated to a 10 but wasn't quite all the way effaced, so they would have me wait just a little longer before I started to push. One of my friends was giving birth at the time as well, so they asked me to wait to push for a bit longer so they could have some more staff on hand for her.

At 7:30, they had me start to push. Which I did for about 15 minutes before the doctor said I had two options. Camden was posterior, so I could 1) Push for another 3 hours and maybe Camden would come or 2) have him use forceps to turn Camden so he was turned the right way. I was TOTALLY against the idea of forceps right up until that moment, which I promptly responded, "okay, let's turn him." With a baby that big, it would have been REALLY difficult to push him out when he wasn't turned the correct way. It took about a half hour to get the forceps, so they said I could push whenever a contraction came if I wanted, or I could just let them pass. I pushed a bit more and then the doctor started using the forceps. Can I just say those were the most painful part of my labor and delivery?! It seriously felt like he was scraping my insides out with those things...and they are MUCH bigger than I anticipated. I was EXTREMELY grateful for the epidural at that point, because I can't even imagine what that would have been like without one.

Once Camden was turned, I started pushing again. As I was pushing, the doctor asked the nurses, based on my size, what they thought the weight of the baby would be. All of them guessed around 7 lbs or so. The doc then proceeded to tell them that at my 34 week ultrasound, he was weighing approximately 6 pounds--and that was almost 6 weeks ago. After about 10 minutes, he came. Everyone was SHOCKED! He was HUGE-9lbs 12 oz! They said I was not having a newborn at all. (He fit in newborn diapers for about 5 days)

Devin did pretty well during the whole ordeal. Better than I anticipated anyway. My sister, JaNae, was in the doorway so as soon as Camden came, she could take pictures of him. That way, Devin wouldn't have to remember to do so during the big moments! Devin, however, got a little out of it a few times during the delivery. He isn't into the whole medical stuff much--it makes him sick to his stomach. So, there were a few times he wasn't helping very well because he was so engrossed in what was taking place. JaNae had to come in just to make sure he was always stable, so she got some funny pictures of him wondering "what the heck is that?!" and "what is happening to my wife?" ha ha! We all had quite the laugh about it!

Camden was WONDERFUL! Even from the start, he just was SUCH a good and pure baby. Everyone commented on how sweet his countenance was and what a handsome little man he is. He is a joy and we love him very much!

I must say, if all of my pregnancies, labors, and deliveries go THIS well, I will definitely be having many more children with no problem; however, I do not plan or expect that. I feel we were very blessed this time around because of the various circumstances we are living under--not to mention all of the infection and illness we had afterward. Recovery was definitely the most difficult part for me. I tore very badly and the doctor said it was like putting a jigsaw puzzle back together. He sewed me up for a long time afterward. I did really well with the recovery for the first week (my mom said I was living on adrenaline). I went to the store and out to the restaurants to eat. I even stopped taking meds the third day so I could nurse without it affecting Camden at all. I think the meds were making him more sleepy and he had jaundice so he needed to wake up. The second week, however, was a terrible experience because I had endometritis. I realized that all of my recovery pain stemmed from that infection. I didn't know it, because it was my first time, but when my fever finally spiked to 103 and wouldn't go down with ibuprofen, we went to the doctor. She almost hospitalized me at that time, but decided to give me antibiotics--two shots to the hips and then two other prescriptions.

After the shots, I immediately began to feel a little better, which was a great sign. The pharmacist said that I must have had something pretty bad because I was given some extremely strong antibiotics. Usually they make people feel very sick. I was mostly just very tired. The baby couldn't really breastfeed because of it, but my breastfeeding stories will be saved for another time :O)

It was all worth it though for our little Camden. We love him immensely and are so grateful he is here and life is slowly getting back to "normal." Anyway, sorry this is so lengthy! It's mostly for my records, but for those who made it to the bottom, good job! :O)

We must love him

2009-11-24T18:40:00.000-08:00

Camden HATES (and by hates, I mean, DESPISES) being on his stomach. Another thing he does not do well-->falling asleep on his own. Yesterday, I put him on his stomach. He immediately started to get upset, but because I am a loving mother and know it will be good for him, I let him throw a mini fit so he could get his vital tummy time. Next thing I know, he is FAST asleep. And this happened TWICE. So I snapped a few photos.

He actually looks peaceful and decently pleased in that photo

We have to prop him up on a pillow so he can look around. It keeps him pacified for a little longer than if we did otherwise. He's learning to like it a bit more each day, which is probably why he allowed himself to fall asleep this time.

I just thought it was funny that normally he is so unhappy and this time, he was SO far gone.

Another few photos of the smiley guy:

I also wanted to post a video that demonstrates his talking a little better than the last.

This is for the grandparents...

2009-11-13T23:05:00.000-08:00

So, this is one of those videos that won't be interesting to anyone else except those who can claim him--considering, he is not really DOING anything. It is cute nonetheless. We just wanted to show the fam how he is interacting. This isn't his norm--he is usually MUCH more interactive than this--even so, it is very adorable and gives you an idea of his recent noises. He is actually interacting quite well for an 8 week old; despite the fact that he is so distracted by the camera I am holding.

Zeee baby!

2009-11-01T18:12:00.000-08:00

**Be sure to check older posts, this one takes up the whole page**

We thought Camden looked hilarious with his little hat and blessing outfit on.

He's a darling little guy.

I love him :)

He's tasty.

This one he looks just like Megs!

CLOSE UP!

Half smile/Half scared

A little more full.

Pensive

Love it.

uhh?

Delivered by: Dr. Wayne Young

Soul searching

Hmmm. Thanking hard.

Blank stares.

RX: Feed when hungry. Change when wet. Love me dearly. And don't forget.

Beevis. (says Devin)

Sleepy lil guy.

Love, JaNae

My husband saved my life

2009-11-01T13:22:00.001-08:00

And I love him for it! :O)

...This post was more or less so that Devin can feel like my life is not all about the baby. Although, it kind of is right now--considering his age and his inability to take care of himself. But nonetheless, here's to Devin!

Happy Pumpkin Day!!!

2009-10-31T21:14:00.000-07:00

I went with Daddy and Mommy to trick-or-treat at Aunt JaNae's. She took some cute pictures of me while I was awake, but as soon as we started trick-or-treating in Springville, I fell right asleep in Daddy's arms.

And I just kept sleeping...

But Mom got some cute pictures with McGruff...

Darth Vador...

Mark Twain...

And some Pioneer Women...

They all thought I was pretty special! :O) Here I am at home after the festivities.

But I was getting hungry, so I tried to eat my costume.

When I couldn't get a piece of it--nor would Mom or Dad give me any candy that I helped them collect--I got a tad bit upset.

Believe it or not, I am already smiling! This is just a half smile this morning when I woke up, but you can see it in my pumpkin costume pictures too! I'm such a cutie!

Hey, it's Camden here!

2009-10-25T19:47:00.000-07:00

After my first bath. I got a cute frog robe. It makes me a lot happier than I would otherwise be because I get SOOO cold afterward and it warms me right back up!

Mom and Aunt JaNae made me look like a gangsta. Grandma Romney thought it was funny. She likes my binkie that Aunt Robin gave me. I don't keep binkies in my mouth very well, so this occurs far and few between.

I am growing a tail. It gets longer all the time. I would have mommy cut it, but I have seen some of the haircuts she's given Daddy, and I'm not sure I'm quite ready for that one quite yet.

I'm a muscular little man, aren't I? Doing one of my favorite things. I am a lady charmer :O)

Mom is messing with me while I'm trying to sleep.

Newest news

2009-10-21T11:01:00.000-07:00

Camden has H1N1 for certain. The test came back positive so they are starting him on Tamiflu. Problem is, I noticed a BIG change in him when he was breastfeeding while I am on the Tamiflu--I think it is upsetting his stomach. We have been formula feeding him for the past two days and he is doing much better that way, but I am nervous that it is the Tamiflu that is causing him so much discomfort and pain. We will see what happens. I am requesting that we stay until we know how he reacts to the medication. I want to make sure he is keeping food down and eating regularly still so that we don't go home and have him dehydrated again.

My advice for the day is trust your instincts mothers. I have never felt so sheepish and paranoid as I have in the last several days while trying to explain that something is wrong with my boy. The doctors told me he was not showing symptoms strictly of the swine flu. They talked with the infection disease control person who also didn't feel he has it. I knew the tests would prove otherwise but just had to wait. I could tell certain doctors thought I was off base, but I will truly be grateful forever to the pediatrician who decided to admit us to the hospital because without him, I do not feel we would be reporting good news at all right now. So far, my instincts have been right, when the Drs may not have been. Just trust your instincts--the Spirit will guide you as He has me.

I spoke too soon...

2009-10-21T00:26:00.000-07:00

Since my last post, I have undergone the stresses of being a mother :O) I was certainly paranoid about Camden's condition every second of the day, but have now found out it was rightly so. My last few nights have been spent in the hospital. He was just not the same Camden and was EXTREMELY lethargic, fussy, and in pain. When I took him to the Dr.--after practically BEGGING the nurse to let us in during after hours on Monday--he decided to hospitalize him right away and get him on an IV while they ran tests to figure out what is wrong. Minus the details, the IV helped him A TON within about thirty minutes of getting it going. Since then, he has improved even more drastically. Although we are still unsure as to what his condition is, he is doing MUCH better than he was before. Poor little guy has IV's in him, but here is the proof that he has perked up a bit since we've been here.

Yes, fussy again, but he is showing INTEREST in something again!

In the middle of a spit up
"Oh my, what are all of those machines?!"

And here is some MOVEMENT! What a big deal!

Those were all after he received the fluids via IV. He started to even want food again. Today, I even got a smile :O)

But he was still kinda miserable because of throwing up...

What we DO know:

-His white blood counts are off-indicating a viral infection
-The x-rays of his lungs indicate a mild respiratory infection
-He has pretty bad acid reflux and is now on medication for the next several months. We hope it helps and improves his situation
-He is no longer dehydrated. He even produces tears like he is supposed to! Oh the simple joys!
-He has been tested for H1N1. Doc thinks that he has it because Devin had it last week, but we are still waiting for the results.
-He started an antibiotic today and finally pooped tonight! (Who would have thought a mom would be HAPPY about that?! :O)
-We LOVE Camden SO much and are glad that he is doing so much better. Hopefully it will continue this way! We are blessed and thank you for your thoughts, prayers, love and support!

Please know we love and care for you!

2009-10-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

I started to write a post about two weeks ago about life RIGHT after the baby, but things just kept happening that prevented me from finishing. We LOVE our little boy! He is so adorable and so sweet!

For a quick overview, in his quick four weeks of life, we have had the regular sleepless nights, feeding like crazy, and trying to balance our elderly care job and Devin's schooling with a new baby (with LOTS of help from our moms).

However, we have also had the irregular: recovery after an almost ten pounder that I thought was just really bad until we realized my 103 fever and killer pain was an infection called endometritis, and ALMOST hospitalization, 2 shots to my hips, 2 weeks of antibiotics with mucho nausea, the out-the-"other-end" experience that follows REALLY strong antibiotics, another infection that comes with all of that, limited breast feeding options, and beaucoup problems for baby's tummy because of the five pills I was taking; and now, a week of the swine flu for Devin--accompanied by all its disinfecting, endless worry, constant rectal temperature-taking for Camden, etc. etc. (Yes, that is the hugest run-on sentence ever! But that is literally what our life has felt in the recent weeks) We have had to ask for a lot of help and are very appreciative of all of the ways we were extended help and blessings. Luckily, Camden nor I have gotten the flu, but I am sure we are not over the scares yet. Believe it or not though, I can honestly say things have really gone well for us! We are so grateful for our handsome young man. He gives me some of the cutest smiles!

In the midst of all of that, we WERE able to bless our handsome boy. He was SO sharp in his little white tux and SOOO good! It was his first experience at church outside of the womb and he did AMAZINGLY well! Devin gave a beautiful blessing and I was impressed, as usual, with the spirit that he is able to convey. I'll get a few pictures up when I can get ahold of them.

Our baby--at the hospital

2009-09-29T15:43:00.000-07:00

Mom and Baby three hours after birth

Aunt JaNae

Daddy's first chance to change his diaper

Daddy giving our family's infamous "silly"

Our Baby--At Home

2009-09-29T15:14:00.001-07:00

About to leave the hospital. The little guy didn't like his car seat at first. (Sorry they are blurry)

This was his going home outfit. It was the Virgo outfit that helped us announce to our parents that I was pregnant with Camden--and when he would be arriving.

At home on the couch wrapped in a blanket Auntie Rhonda made for him.

His first time in the swing. He is actually awake in this one....one of the few.

Camden is an EXTREMELY mellow little man. He is just SOOO good! He does like to sleep all day and keep us up all night, but he is JUST. SO. GOOD. We couldn't have asked for a better child.

He's here!!!

2009-09-19T07:56:00.000-07:00

More pics to come, but here's our little--or big-- heart throb!

Camden Neal Romney- 9lbs. 12 oz.
Approximately 3 hours old

See this...

2009-09-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

It is the 20,000 square foot video screen that this video played on at Saturdays game in the Cowboy stadium. BYU vs. Oklahoma.

I never thought I'd be quite THAT large...kinda embarrassing, but Devin was REALLY proud that I was on the COWBOY's video screen! He wishes he could have gone. But alas, baby's due date was too close to the game for us to feel safe doing that. We had fun watching the game here at home!

70% effaced and 2 cm dilated...

2009-09-08T16:35:00.000-07:00

So no change on dilation, but a HUGE difference on effacement (considering I was barely any on Thursday). Plus, the doc can feel Camden's head. If these contractions keep up, maybe I'll have some exciting news by the end of this week!!??

No more pictures, but good news!

2009-09-03T17:36:00.000-07:00

Doc says I'm dilated to a 2. He wanted to induce me for next week, but says based on the amount I am dilated, he will wait just a bit longer. I have an appointment on Tuesday, so we'll see if I progress any from now until then!

Other news:

-Dev has now had the flu 9 days. After two doctor appointments, they still aren't testing for H1N1, but don't believe that he has it.

-If I show ANY signs at all of any type of flu when I deliver, they will isolate me from the baby for at least 24 hours. That means no bonding, no feeding, etc.

-The doctor says I should require everyone who comes into the house to wear a mask and/or get both flu vaccinations. Especially considering we have an elderly couple here and will soon have a newborn. Both at high risk. I suppose I will have to buy a box of masks considering we have TONS of people coming in and out of here. Plus, he reminds us how often we need to wash our hands, etc.

These are NOT the circumstances I was imagining bringing a baby into this world. I just hope the flu isn't as bad as they think it will be! But, we've already had 3 of the 4 of us in this house with the regular flu, so guess we will be pretty immune to that! (I'm the only one who hasn't gotten it--which is really a blessing, because someone had to aid these people who are infected AND pregnant women seem to get it worse! Glad I've dodged the bullet for a while. I certainly don't want to have the flu AND be in labor at the same time!!)

Baby update

2009-08-10T20:38:00.000-07:00

We went in for an ultrasound this morning and found out some fun facts.

-Our baby's head is HUGE! He is more than in the 90% bracket. This runs in both our families, so I guess I will be lucky to give vaginal birth to him...
-Everything else is about normal for how far along I am,

EXCEPT....

-He is already more than 6 pounds (roughly a pound and a half more than should be at this point)! Which means, I am going to be a big fan of him coming sooner rather than later,

WHICH....

-might be possible because he is already turned head down, face to my back, and REALLY low in my pelvis! (We couldn't even get a good picture of his face because he was too far down) I felt the "lightening" last Wednesday and could definitely tell he had dropped even lower into my pelvis

Our Doc was out of town today but we have an appointment with him next Monday; so she said I'll need to talk with him about what we will do (since his head and weight are larger than normal). It could all happen anytime, I guess!

My fingers are getting fat

2009-07-30T23:27:00.000-07:00

But my husband would then correct me with "No, your fingers are getting pregnant..." But we both know they are swelling up in that annoying sort of way that happens the last few months of pregnancy! Every time I have mentioned swelling up or getting fat, the response is as is mentioned above. I know he is trying to be nice, but I know the truth :O) I guess I need to up my water intake.

Anyway, here I am at 32 weeks pregnant--one week ago!

I thought, prior to the taking of this picture, that I looked somewhat cute. I was a little disgruntled when I actually saw it and that my thoughts were inaccurate. Ha! Oh well...I guess all's well that ends well. :O) And it WILL end well, right?!

Ok nevermind...I think my camera was stolen out of Devin's car so I can't get the picture right now. But I'll give you another one that was taken at Antelope Island (North of Salt Lake) next to a tin buffalo. We spent ALL DAY at this island and I was EXHAUSTED by the end of it, so, it's not the greatest....but it gives you the idea of how large I am getting.

*Just as a side note, while we were looking for my camera, we went out to the cars to check for it. The glove comparments and center consoles were open and things were taken out of them--but I don't think anything was stolen. Not that our cars are clean by any degree, but we could definitely tell things were out of place. Kinda creepy; especially when you consider that the other night I went for a late walk and leaned up against my car. I had an eerie feeling that someone was watching me from INSIDE my car so I immediately went inside, but didn't think anything of it until now. Now I am nervous as to what COULD have happened if I had stayed out there!

Megs

2009-06-19T16:57:00.000-07:00

Ok, This is Devin here and I'm new to this blogging thing so sorry if the format isn't great. Megs doesn't know I'm posting these pics but they were just so cute that I have to show them to the world. I'm also hoping to score some major points with Meghan by doing this! Anyways, my family came in town and we went four wheelin. Megs decided to come along for a mild ride. I asked her to pose in some cute positions and this is what we got.

As you can see, Megs has a very fun and spunky personality and is always up for having some fun and trying new things. We are expecting a baby boy in September and Meghan is the cutest pregnant woman I've ever seen. Before she got pregnant I told her that pregnant women scared me and it bothered me that they were always munching. But Meghan just gets cuter the more pregnant she gets.
When we were dating quite a few people who were close to us thought that we were an odd couple. Before Meghan came back to me I was seeing a girl that was basically a clone of myself. She liked sports a lot and was the cheerleader type and everyone tought that we would get married. Then Meghan made herself available and I dropped the other girl so fast. We are different but thats what I liked about Meghan. She was like a breath of fresh air and she has introduced me to new things and given me new ideas about life. She's a talented musician and loves the arts so our kids will get the best of both worlds! (She has also started liking sports a lot more since we've been married.)
The other thing I liked about Meghan was her values. I could tell that she had a big heart and that she really liked to make people feel good about themselves. I knew that she would be the perfect Mom for our kids because she would love them and teach them the right way. She's also good at being firm and holding her ground which is an important attribute for mothers.

Right now she takes care of two old people who give us free food and rent in return. She has really sacrificed a lot for our family so that I can get through school. Now a baby will be added into the mix so she will have three people to take care of. A lot will be required of her and I will be there to help in any way possible. Seeing how much she does for me really inspires me to be the best student and husband that I can be. She's worth every ounce of my effort.

I just want everyone to know that Megan is the best wife and most selfless person ever. I love her and appreciate evrything that she does. (She's also a very pretty lady!)

I won't say it...

2009-06-17T20:55:00.000-07:00

...but I'm glad she did, since I really DO try to refrain from anything political on this blog.

http://kendald.blogspot.com/2009/06/shame-on-you.html

Maybe not ALL of my sentiments EXACTLY, but a good start. :O) I just found it interesting, considering the double standards that take place.

Jay and Bean

2009-06-15T20:28:00.000-07:00

Meet Bay and Jean. Or as sometimes is said by the slip of the tongue, "jay and bean" They are the elderly couple for whom I caretake. Today was their 30th anniversary (both second marriage due to early death for their spouses) and so we tried to give them a little hooplah since it is really difficult to take them anywhere. We had a scrumptious meal and I clipped some flowers from their rose bushes. We sprinkled rose petals all over the table and ate by candlelight! It was a surprise to Jean. It was so cute because Bay is quite forgetful, but when I told him dinner was almost ready, he ran to the bedroom to get a little more dressed up for his sweetheart. :O) Changing is no quick ordeal either, so he really means business! Anyway, it was fun to be able to celebrate a little with them.

And there are a few pics at the shower

2009-06-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

(But I didn't have enough room for more than this on my memory card, so I feel bad that there are not more because it was a WONDERFUL baby shower!)

With DELICIOUS food (especially desserts!) :O)

Wonderful company!

Cute decorations (and more wonderful food!)

More fabulous company!

Cute little booties (my mother and grandma spent A LONG time getting these so cute! they are made from nut cups, marshmellows, and frosting. So CREATIVE--my family really is so AMAZING!!)

And TONS of CUTE baby stuff! That is ONE. HAPPY. MOM!

A HUGE thank you to my mother, sister, cousins (Shelise and Tara), grandma, mother-in-law, and Sister Boman for doing such a STUPENDOUS job on this fun event for me! I really appreciate and love all of you!

And thank you to everyone who came and for all of the wonderful things we received! We truly are blessed to have so much support at this time in our lives! Thank you, thank you! There were some absolutely DARLING gifts and Camden will look so spiffy now when we go out on the town!

It's been a while, I know

2009-06-03T20:28:00.000-07:00

I have had a TON going on but not much time! Finally, I am dropping everything I have to do so that I can update some blog and load some pictures. I had a FANTABULASTIC week last week and want to share the results (even though my camera is crud...or the person behind it doesn't know how to use it--I'm not sure which one yet.)

I'll start with this past weekend. Dev's family came into town for the Romney Reunion. We have our t-shirts here (and you can see my updated pregnant belly)...

Dev and his brothers went four-wheeling....and I went on a ride for a bit as well. Don't worry, nothing bumpy~! I wasn't ready to have the baby last weekend so I didn't think it wise to force myself too much into pre-term labor. Dev decided to drive right through a mud pit. I don't think this really shows the results that well, but he thought I looked really goofy so he wanted a pic! He took a few others but I may or may not decide to include them on this blog.

Other things Dev and his brothers did this weekend: Rafted down the Provo river, went bowling, played soccer (I did for a while until I pulled a muscle), played football, and lots of other ACTIVE stuff! I was working, so I didn't go with them, but we all had a good time with them here!

I hadn't put a picture up yet of our crib. Here is one.

The weekend before Trevor's homecoming, we went to Park City on a date and rode up the ski-lift to the top of the mountain for a picnic. :O) It was a great time!

Dev can't resist making funny faces. I can rarely get him to smile, cuz he hates pictures but if he HAS to take them, he wants to make them funny-looking.

As for Trevor's homecoming, it was WONDERFUL! I just LOVED being able to go home for it and am EXTREMELY grateful to my wonderful husband for taking on so much at our home so that I could make it there.

The four kids all together again at last!

Me and my VERY handsome missionary brother!

When we got home from the airport, we were all anxious to see if Trevor's dog, Sparky, would remember him. He did and WENT CRAZY he was SO excited to see Trevor! We were all very happy :O)
Next thing Trevor decided to do was take a dive into the swimming pool....IN HIS SUIT (he had just been released by President Asay)! My camera isn't very quick at snapping pictures, so this is not as great as JaNae's, but still fun! What a cute idea!

We did SO many fun things and it was truly a blessing to hear Trevor's testimony and report as he came home from his mission! He really enjoyed serving the people of Australia! And we are proud of him and LOVE HIM!

Dallin and Byrin also had their volleyball banquet for their undefeated year! Congrats guys! I just had to get a picture with each one of my champions!

Our little snuggles...

2009-05-02T20:01:00.000-07:00

Devin has given me two really cute dates in the last few weeks and I can no longer resist writing about them. I must first tell you about a date we had several months ago in order to more fully illustrate why this is so cute!

We go on a date together each week and switch off who plans them. It has been quite enjoyable to have such a variety of dates over the last few years. One date in particular that I had planned ended up at Build-A-Bear. I didn't think Devin would enjoy it a ton, but I thought it would be a fun little idea to build a lot-of-love into a bear so when we eventually decided to have kids, we could pass him/her down to each child and it could be our own little tradition of sorts. We found a cuddly little guy/gal that we named Snuggles. Since we were on a budget, we didn't get any clothes or anything, so the lady up front gave us some free pink bows to go on her ears. She became a she by default.

Now, we shall fast forward several months to where we found out that our little baby is going to be a boy...NOT a girl. I figured Devin had forgotten about the bear entirely, even though Snuggles was conveniently placed in areas of the house where s/he could not be forgotten--until we moved that is. At that point, I put the bear and all other stuffed animals (I do indeed have somewhat of an obsession with them--at least throughout my own childhood) in with the crib/baby stuff in the back room of our home, only to forget about it because I was so preoccupied with getting the rest of the house organized (WHICH IT FINALLY IS!!! YAY).

Again, we'll fast forward. This time, to today! Devin drove ME out to the mall. It was absolutely a surprise, because I cannot DRAG him to the mall if I WANTED to. It is absolute torture to him! So when we get there, I am a little bit flabbergasted and thinking there is something wrong with his mental stability. Then, imagine my surprise when he pulls out SNUGGLES! He decided, on his OWN I might add, that we needed to pick out a little boy outfit since we will be having a little boy baby to give Snuggles to. Here is the result:

I am sure our little one will be pleased with his daddy! And I hope that he will follow his daddy's example of thoughtfulness in the future! We also spent a lovely evening dining out since I do not like to cook on Saturdays because I need a rest from the 11+ full out meals I fix during the week. It was just a wonderful evening away from the house!

The other date I wanted to mention was a blast because we got to go roast marshmallows and make s'mores--which, in an of itself, is a great time! BUT, this particular date, Devin had made a CD for me of a bunch of songs that made him think of me. Some of them are now on our blog for your enjoyment. The cutest and most adorable thing was that he drove me to the mountains and talked me through each and every song and why it brought me to his mind! THEN, we arrived at our destination and he pulled me out of the car and slow danced with me with the beautiful mountains towering over us to, "Slow Dancin, Swayin' to the music." AWWW! I love my handsome!

Last one

2009-04-17T22:04:00.000-07:00

I realize that I never put ANY pictures up from Christmas....I know it is extremely delayed, but I wanted to get these up anyway. Hopefully I will be able to get some copies of the pictures when we went to Wicked, too! I will have to track them down I guess!

Devin's family minus Robin and CJ (and Dev who is taking the picture)

My family minus Trevor
This is back when Devin had shaved the right side of his head accidentally when I was giving him a haircut! Ha ha! I forgot about it until I saw this picture and it made me laugh cuz a big chunk of his hair is missing!!

Devin and Sparky. Don't let him fool you. He really DOES like dogs!

Here are the few...

2009-04-17T21:34:00.000-07:00

I was sick of all of that hyperlinking for no good reason, so I decided to begin a new post. So again, these are the pictures JaNae took of us at Christmas. She is thinking about majoring in photography even though she has NEVER done a class or anything online. She just enjoys it! I think that she has talent for sure! I hope she goes for it! I am sure there is a ton to learn, but she took some great shots! These first few are just normal-ish; trying to get some of the lighting down.

My hair is so dead. Poor split ends

Anxiously engaged in a good cause :O)

Trying to get Dev to lighten up a bit because he always HATES taking pictures! From here on out, we started having a little more fun and a little less seriousness.

Oh except this one! He is my hottie husband!

Goofballs! We were experimenting with AWKWARD poses! All my doing...

Water anyone?

This is Devin's favorite way to "kiss" when he knows I am not interested at the moment! Although I have never seen it, this is the make-out kiss from Dumb and Dumber. (Too dumb for me to ever get into but he thinks the kiss is HILARIOUS!!)

Kissing like old people

"Ok I am so done!" says Dev. We took him away from a precious football game and he just couldn't stand it anymore!

This was before the "done" pictures. He really likes his football. We enjoy many a Saturday afternoon watching the games.

Goin in for the tackle!

18 weeks...plus a few

2009-04-17T20:37:00.001-07:00

First of all! Happy birthday to my handsome brother!!! He comes home from Australia in one month and a few days! Wahoo!

Next, I have decided to post a few pictures that my sister took of Dev and me when we were all down for Christmas in Vegas. (I'm not sure why all of that ended up blue and underlined and I don't care)

This first picture I will show JaNae took....this was just about the beginning of my pregnancy...maybe slightly before.

So you get a small comparison between that and the NOW picture Devin took with my not-so-nice camera. It is me at 18 weeks--and not ready I might add. The other was slightly more put together.

oK oK...

2009-04-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

I guess I might as well explain the previous "joke." Almost all babies have 10 toes and 10 fingers to help them count to 20. Only one gender has 'a little something extra' that can help him count to 21 :P Now you know why it's a joke boys like more than girls like it. :O)

In other words, we're having a little one of these...(yes, teddy bear and all)

Our baby.....

2009-04-11T22:02:00.001-07:00

Can count to 21~! That is Devin's new favorite joke! See if you get it...

The promised pictures

2009-03-30T21:23:00.000-07:00

This first picture is a picture my sister took. I was a little uneasy when it was snapped because I was NOT pregnant and Devin kept putting his hands on my stomach like I was. As it ended up, I was indeed, pregnant.

The onesie placed at the beginning of the attachment. We will need more of these....

An indicator of when the precious baby will arrive!

P.S.

2009-03-19T18:11:00.000-07:00

So far I'm beating Devin on our NCAA brackets. Last year I beat him too :O) Can you believe it? Mr. sports-obsessed losing to ME?!?!? But let's keep our fingers crossed. I get a pretty good reward if I win. :Huge Grin:

Bitter/sweet

2009-03-19T17:51:00.000-07:00

So, we are moving today. I am actually quite sad to leave our tiny apartment because I have truly grown to love it! I love having it set up just the way I like it and having all of my own things. It is just nice to be organized and established, and I will miss that a lot.

I also had my last day working at Wells Fargo today. My coworkers were all so-very-kind and brought lots of fruit, sandwiches, and some yummy desserts for my parting. I brought a cake as well and we all enjoyed some laughs with some great food! I will certainly miss them, and I truly believe I will miss this job! I know it seems silly, but I have really enjoyed working for WF. For my coworkers, for the people, and for the great experience gained. I know that I will have those days where I wish I could be back, laughing about stories and helping the regulars. They become your friends and a part of you; so it's hard to leave. I had a good cry about it last night and hope that no more tears will come....I have a feeling that won't be possible.

We are moving in with an older couple whom we will be in charge of making lunch and dinner meals, helping them around the house and with changing clothes/bathroom stuff, grocery shopping, light cleaning and yard maintenance, and errands/dr. appointments, etc. I am quite excited about it in many ways, but a little apprehensive in others. It always takes me a while to get used to the duties of a new job, so until I feel comfortable with it, I know it will be a little overwhelming.

I wanted to do this because I will be able to work from home when the baby comes. We will also have free living expenses, meals, utilities, and will get paid on top of that. It will be a very good situation for us and hopefully for the couple we will be living with. Because of the mental/physical disabilities of the couple, however, it will be quite challenging mentally/emotionally for me. I am going to need a lot of growth but I know the Lord can help me!

It is a bigger place, so our baby will fit much better! So no more squishing ourselves hopefully, BUT I don't know what we will do with all of our furniture because a lot of the place is already furnished and we will have to fit our own stuff in as well. We shall see how my pregnant brain works with organizing things!

I will also miss the little raccoons! I know that sounds funny, but one of them is seriously the cutest thing you've ever seen! I will miss my schedule and "freedom"-my covered parking space even, but we will gain so much more with this move and it will challenge us in ways we can't even imagine yet! I am just praying that I can do it! :O)